Sorry,Blame It On Me

2010-02-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

I HAVE MOVED TO STUDDEDLEATHERKISS.TUMBLR.COM!

DO RELINK PLEASE :)

LOVES, SYERAH.

2010-02-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

Its been so long since i last updated my blog with pictures of them. and i was so happy i finally got to meet dhirah and kak wani last week, after god knows how many years! kidding... how many weeks i meant. wait, prolly even months and months. i missed you guys like crazy okay, plan a meetup session again soon! best if you could plan something up before your sch starts. so it was on a friday after sch, was supposingly to meet rara and have lunch at town instead, but apparently, that girl had some last min stuff to do before going to work. GERAM NYE. and please eh, you have yet to meet me after sch to have lunch! hahaha make it fast okay, missed you already! back to where i was, so i ended up meeting dhirah first and headed to simei (again...) and just spent hours talking and chilling at starbucks. kak wani came prolly about an hour later with her younger brother which i totally fell in love with immediately heheh. im sorry zhaf, but sometimes, u gotta say what u gotta say ;) no doubt he'll grow into a really cute, good looking man in years to come. afterwhich, we went separate ways and i was off home. to sum it all, i had a reaally reaaally good time hanging out with you guys, it felt so good after months of not meeting each other. totally psyched for the next session! LOTS OF LOVEEEEEE <3

and schoool... school's mad tiring but i just gotta endureeee my goodness its killing me. its been two months since sch started and i already cant wait for it to be over. but on the bright side, im happy with how im coping with sch stuffs. in other words, im happy with my progress so far. i just really hope i wont fall out halfway and slack oh noo my god. COMMON TEST IS NEXT MTH AND IM GONNA MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT. you'd prolly go "whatever.... its not gonna be counted anyway" and as much as i wanna say the same thing, im trying so hard not to. else i'll start slacking and slacking and only wake up two months before O's and that'll be a mega disaster. and right now, i already feel like pulling every strand of my hair, just the thought of it is just.... ^$%^&!

time check: 1 35am. i'll hit the sack by 2 most prolly. so goodnight!

OH AND HAPPY ADVANCED VALENTINES! <3

2010-02-03T01:42:00.001-08:00

There's a fire in the city thats burning out tonight.. and you're breathing but you're barely alive. the first one is the worst one.. when it comes... when it comes.. to a broken heart.

BOYS LIKE GIRLS CONCERT WAS FUCKEN AWESOME! I HAD THE MOST BEST NIGHT EVER. it was just amazing. i really loved the lighting effects, the crowd(cept the pushing and shoving), the stage, the ballroom, for having zhaffy with me, AND OF COZ SEEING BOYS LIKE GIRLS LIVE (!!!!!!!) AND ALSO OF COZ, SEEING MARTIN JOHNSON (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) imo, i think hes the cutest among all, second it would be paul ;) and no doubt they sound really good live. those who went like "what they sound sucky live".. well bullshit. best part ever? was the last song when they sang the great escape! and martin actually surf thru the crowds and people, people were actually carrying him and holding him and molesting him omgggggggg! i sooo wanted to rush to the front to at least touch his hand but i couldnt bcuz apparently there was this whole bunch of stupid girls kept pushing and pushing and a whole group of us ended up falling wtf. and by the time i managed to squeeze my way to the front, martin was already backstage :( I WAS MADLY DISSAPOINTED BUT OH WELLS... and john (the drummer) was throwing friggin drum sticks and i almost got it when this chi girl beside me snatched it away from me! omg girl, you were so lucky i managed to keep my cool else i would start a catfight with you. idiot another huge dissapointment! but to top it all, i had aloooooooooooot of fun that night hands down (like how zhaf would usually say). i would do anything to do it all over again. and zhaf, i cant stop saying thank you enuf. you really made my dream come true omg. that was the best, best, besteeest birthday present i ever had. I LOVE YOU ZHAF! <3>
ALSO, I LOVE YOU BOYS LIKE GIRLS! PLEASE DROP BY SOOOOON :(

not forgetting, out of boredom i made myself a new account on formspring. so to anyone, everyone, whoever... you can ask me anything! :)

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/SYERAH

2010-01-27T22:10:00.001-08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR BOYS LIKE GIRLS LATER OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ.
LIKE 6 HOURS MORE (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I AM GOING CRAZY. SOMEONE PINCH ME, AM I REALLY GONNA BE THAT CLOSE TO MARTIN JOHNSON LATER!??!??!?!

maaaaaaan to those who are going, make sure ya'll have a blast and enjoy this moment!

2010-01-24T02:36:00.000-08:00

So... i dont know where to start. anyway, went out with the girls and headed down to town ytd. had an absolute fantastic time for sureee. eh take note: next outing go ice skating k. been dying to go there coz the last time i went there was, pri 5? yup thaat long. back to town, main purpose was to go shopping since i need to find some stuffs. but ended up not getting anything so we spent the rest of the time we've got left to slack at borders! omg shaz, that place really brings back soo much memories. i remembered clearly that time we bought starbucks and went up and up till we finally found a good spot. and then we camwhore like shit, with the crazy pose and stuff hahahaha omg. those sec 3 days! but i just love hanging around there, its so quiet and spacious. its like, you can have all the place to yourself. girls, i cant wait for the next outing session! AND RAUDHA, YOU BETTER STICK WITH US FOR THE WHOLE DAY OKAY. no more MIA haha. maaaan tomo's monday. yeah someone saaave me. but on a lighter note, i'll be going down to kallang with the netball girls to support my juniors! girls, play hard and well okay. make the sch proud. and just hit whoever that comes your way. LOL, im just kidding.

have a nice one!

2010-01-15T07:56:00.000-08:00

Ive known this for awhile. never wanted to say it out loud because you know, i’ll prolly like get a smack on my head and a yell saying that im stupid. i just wanna say this now because if some unfortunate things happens in the future, i want to be able to look back on something, and read about the time where i experienced love. Its hard to explain but when a guy you like walks past you, you have to grab his hand and never let go or you'll spend the rest of your life regretting it. Whenever im with zhaf, no matter how short or how long the time spent, i am truly happy. all the stress with exams, friendships, family and whatnot, i can let it all out on him becuz he listens. Zhaf, out of all people, care for my studies the most. he praises me when i do well, and tells me to work harder when i dont. he wants me to get good results.(well zhaf, even i do!) :P

A number of people said that education is more important. but from my point of view, education is as important as your happiness right? Else if theres no joy, how are you going to carry hope into your heart and pen when you're sitting for your exams? what are you looking forward to after the exams? in a way, zhaf makes me look forward to finishing my last year of secondary school, and ending it well.

as naive as this sounds, and as much as i dont want to admit it on my blog becuz of how many judgemental people out there that loves to leaves such comments... i have to say -

ZHAFRI'S THE ONE.

2010-01-10T05:08:00.000-08:00

So as we all know.. tmr will be the official release of the GCE O'level results. damn it'll be my turn a year later. im not even taking the results and yet im feeling nervous for the rest hahaha! im just gonna give a shoutout to my girls Dewi, Dhirah, Shazeena, Raudha and Yani. Goodluccck and i wish you nothing but the best for your O's results! i know you guys can do it, after all of the hardwork and sleepless nights.. and i hope you guys will get your preferred course in whichever poly okay? and for dewi and shazeena, i hope you both will get into your choice of JC. wait, YOU BOTH WILL! heh. WITH LOTS OF LOVE, KISSES AND LUCK :)

and to the rest who's gonna be taking their O's results tmr... A MEGA GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU! :)
and remember... life goes on.

2009-12-31T21:53:00.000-08:00

ITS OFFICIAL. HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR (!!!!!!)

How has your 2010 been so far? mine has been great! countdown to 2010 was the best evaaa. it was boring at first tho. but when it was time to go live at 11pm onwards... it was the bomb. i enjoyed some of the performances, cuz some were boring haha. my most fav part of the show was the fireworkssssss. i dont know why but i can never get sick of fireworks. seeing them makes me a happy kid! even better, it was an eight minutes fireworks display take that! so you could prolly already imagine how happy i was at that moment. and it was nice celebrating the new year with the four of us. its like, last year all over again. me likey :)

and saving the best for last of coz....

HAPPY ONE YEAR ZHAF! i dont know how many times ive told you i love you but yes, i love you zhaf. words arent enough to express how much i really do, you know that. lets put all the bad stuffs in 2009 behind and look forward to 2010. looking back, i couldnt stop smiling to myself whenever i think about how i first met you. it was.. complicated. but nice. and today marks the day when WE first started, one year ago. its just, amazing. i cant wait to see you later! xxxx :)
with lots of love with cherries, sugar, chocolates and everything nice,
Syerah :)

2009-12-30T08:04:00.000-08:00

ITS FINALLY NEW YEAR'S EVE CAN YOU FREAKING HELL BELIEVE THAT? its that time of the year again. where the whole world celebrates a whole brand new chapter. theres so many things happened, be it good or bad in 2009. i dont wish to name it all down, cuz i think its enough to keep it all to myself. i dont wanna move on to 2010, and leave those good and bad times in 2009 behind. but heck, we gotta move on. move onnnnn! and hope 2010 will be a much better year for me. its time for me to buck up and mug my butts off for O's. im not only doing this for my family, but at the same time its for my future. THE future. and zhaf, you'll be taking your A's too. lets work hard together okay? cuz i know we both can do it if we both want to :)
and putting aside new years, tmr will be our 1st anni huh babe? you have no idea how glad i am to have you still by my side even up till now. you've been patient with me thru out this whole year even tho i may get a little KB sometimes. i said little okay, so you better dont push it :P
and like i said, i still have butterflies in my tummy whenever we meet. i dont know why im still feeling this way, but i just love this feeling. i love it whenever you're around me. its like, i couldnt ask for nothing more. you're all i ever wanted, all i ever needed. so lets make 2010 a much more better year for us and hope for nothing but goood. i love you zhaf, always have :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE EVERYBODYYYYY. LETS COUNTDOWN TO A BRAND NEW YEAR! <3

2009-12-19T04:56:00.000-08:00

Got back my results and i............... well i passed! that means im promoted to sec 5 (!!!!!!) damn was i happy. i was jumping around like some *inserts word here* kid. and i was sooo happy zhaf was there with me. he was there to make me feel better before results. and he was there to share my joy with me. thats why i love you so much zhaf. you're always there for me :) it was really such a scary experience collecting the results. my heart was pumping as fast as everrrrrrrr omg. i couldnt stop shaking haha. honestly, i thought i wouldnt make it cuz of the new criteria. but im proud of myself i did *tears in eye. so now, i have soo much on my mind. i have alot of think. and i know once i make this decision, im not gonna regret a single bit. cuz its what best for my future. and im gonna go for it. thank you shaz for the advice that day. you sure did help me alot, you always did<3

and to alif (i know somehow you're gonna read this, cuz i know you read my blog!) : dont ever give up. its not the end of the world cuz you still have a bright future ahead of you. and im confident and sure you're gonna do well and get a place in your preferred course in poly, cept that you're just taking a longer route. look on the bright side of life okay. we still have got to meet with the rest very very verrry soon. cheer up for now, theres so many in things in store for you. and you know i'll always be here to help you. all the best! :)

2009-12-17T06:09:00.000-08:00

RESULTS ARE JUST FREAKUM TOMORROW. LIKE..... IN JUST A FEW MORE HOURS. AND ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW NERVOUS AND UNPREPARED AND SCARED I AM RIGHT NOW. i just need someone to be here. someone for me to talk to and someone to make me feel less nervous or in other words, better. especially, at times like... RIGHT NOW. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so stressed out i might even cry anytime. oh God, give me a pass :'(

WISH ME LUCK. CUZ I NEED IT SOOOO BADLY THANK YOU.

2009-12-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

I'll miss you shaz. but girl, rmb this. if theres a will, theres always a way. whatever it is, im sure fate will lead us back together. hahaha omg im making it sound like as tho we're a couple. but yeah, we will be friends for long and im sure of it. nothing can ever break our friendship apart no matter how far we're gonna be. i'll see you very soon okay baby? haha lots and lots of love. have fun in canada! and send my love to mikhail, eh! i hope i get his name right. hes toooo cute! i hope to carry him sooooon :(

ANYWAY, BEACH TMR! Like again. like omg totally. like oh darn its gonna be fun. oh wait, did i say im gonna go to the beach? oh yes i am! ahhh excited :)

2009-12-11T08:12:00.000-08:00

ZOO WAS THE BOMB! LIKE THE BEST EVA. haha just kidding. it wasnt really best eva cuz we were dead exhausted. but what made it fun was the company i had of coz. we were kinda late at first cuz i had to wait for isryan(my brother) to be back from his religious class. i thought it would be nice to bring him along since hes been wanting to go night safari since... forever? yeah im a good sis just say it :) so met dique at whitesands and zhaf was SUPPOSED to take the train that we were in at tanah merah. but being a kental as he has always been, he went over to the other side, heading to pasir ris -.- we were laughing like crazy hahaha how dumb can my zebra be, huh? so made way to ang mo kio and took some bus there. took soooo long to buy the tics (only we know why) haha. we didnt pay for the tram rides so we had to walk and we were starving! omg it was torture. we decided to go night safari on other days instead since we were already super tired and we didnt wanna waste money and since the tickets are valid for month so... cant wait for night safari! its been like, ages since i last went there. i forgot how its all like O.o bet its gonna be fun :)

anyway, its 12 26am now and im supposed to be up at..... say 5am 6am? will be heading to the airport to send my deaaaarest shazee off. she'll be going canada for like 2 whole freaking months and only will be back somewhere in feb. so that means i prolly wont get the chance to see her again :( babe, i'll miss you a whole bunch you just have no idea. it just sucked cuz i didnt get to see you at all ever since our exams started. and im happy i'll get to see you tmr but is that enough? i dont think so. but nevertheless, have a safe journey and be careful when you carry ur nephew, eh! dont break him :P

2009-12-08T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hi hi hi hi. omg its so troublesome to update this dusty (kinda) blog of mine already. i wanted to update some things ytd but i was too lazy so i decided to do a vlog. i tried and failed so many times hahahaha. kept recording, and then ended up deleting it. and it became a cycle. i just find it weird talking to yourself. no wait, more like talking to your phone? lol lol. and im too shy to post it up anyway (that face). so ytd night i went to meet rara up and went over to aloha loyang for her friend's chalet. we were supposed to meet at 6 and i thought i was gonna be late cuz i was having problems with my lens. ergh how much i hate wearing em but like im left with a choice? but it turned out.... she was the late one! i killed time by roaming around whitesands and bought myself toblerones to keep me accompany. thank God for chocolates huh? had beaf steak when we got there and i wanted to go for a second round cuz i was staaarving. i havent had any meals yet fyi. but me being me, was too shy to fill me up second round. heh heh. SO FINALLY I GOT TO MEET RARA AFTER LIKE.... DONKEY YEARS! (inside joke). so one down, and one more to go. shaz, you dont know how badly i really need to see you. missed you heaps! lets plan a meetup before the day of your departure. so at least i'll get to see you more haha. one more thing.... DEWI AND DHIRAH IF YOU'RE READING THIS, FREAKING PLAN STH ALREADY! GRRRRRRRRR missed the both of you so much :')

excited for: TMR'S ZOO OUTING! will post pictures up <3

and the results for SI earlier was so so soooo predictable and clear cut. and im happy sylvia got in. so rooting for her! zhaf, you know what to do tmr :)

2009-12-02T05:32:00.000-08:00

So.. things have been pretty rough lately. so much drama, so much tears, many hurtful things and many more i dont wish to list down. but with the help of friends especially zhaf, is the reason why i managed to stay strong. cuz honestly, i wont know what i would be doing if it wasnt for them. i am thankful for having zhaf by my side. he's the guy who never fails to make me feel better whenever things are down, and he never fails to be there whenever i need someone to turn to. and im still sad cuz i cant spend our 11th together haha. but thats okay, i just need you to come home soon. and idk if he called bcuz i was in the showers and then when i went in to my room and checked my phone, i received 2 missed calls? and its quite a long number, which obviously from overseas. i was so pissed at myself hahaha. like omg what a bad timing! but im not sure if it was him tho cuz the number didnt call back after that. zhaf, you wont know how much im missing you right now and whenever i tune in my blog song, it just reminds me of you, you buffalo. lol lol. i'll just have to wait for friday to come soon. baby 2 more daysssssssssss. anyway, im over at the other end of spore and its kinda a good change, for now at least. but nevertheless, i still miss home, i miss everyone. i just hope to be back soon, very soon. and i hope, things will change, for the better that is.

oh and also,
HAPPY 11TH BABEEEEEY.
you know i love you :)

2009-11-24T08:17:00.000-08:00

Had a total blast with zhaffy today altho it didnt really go like how we wanted to. we were supposed to be out by 10am but ended up going out from my place around... 11 coming 12? blame me i know hehehe. i got a call from zhaf around 10 30 saying that he was already on his way here and i was still in bed just woke up. i jumped off from my bed that instant and went to take my shower and got ready and funny thing was, i went to the kitchen like thru and fro but i didnt notice that zhaf was at the dining table all time. thats what you get when you wake me up like that. i'll get freakin blur you have no idea lol. IM EYE-ING ON THE F21 SHADES! omg zhaf we'll go get it together k k k k k and then i'll go get my "i love fox" shirt haha. anyway it took us so long to finally get a place to settle down i almost gave up. was supposed to take the luge/skyride but we ended up spending our time in the waters and chilling and camwhoring like crazy. speaking of it, still waiting for zhaf to send me all the pics haha. it was so fun i didnt want today to end. i would love to start today all over again. ahhhh the beach just makes me happy, thats why i freaking love it like crazy. and to make it all better, zhaf was there with me. thats what made everything about today perfect :)

cant wait for tmr! SI again, like finally after so long. this time, im going with dewi. yay havent met you for so long lets make use of tmr to catch up on things ah buffff! and gonna try to rush down to simpang for dinner with the girls after that. but if that were to happen, i might not have time to catch the results show tho. but i missed you two so bad i need to see you guys haha. i gotta feeling tmr's gonna be awesome :)

2009-11-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

Ahhh, the smell of singapore. Im finally back home, home sweet home. i gotta say, that whole two weeks sure felt long and lonely without having zhaffy by my side thats for sure. but im glad its all over now haha. and dear boy, thanks for that post. i couldnt help but to keep on smiling whenever i read your post. and no dont tell me you never burped infront of me before hahahaha! oh wait, and since you posted that up, i shall tell the world your unglam moment at paris park that day heh heh heh. so my one week perth trip went really good cuz i managed to do quite alot of shopping and omg it felt so goood. and the other week was well spent at brisbane surfers paradise. went to both seaworld and movieworld and i think movie world's kinda seem boring to me now except for some rides tho. like superman, ahhhhhh omg thats my fav. and fav snack has gotta be churros! hahaha zhaffy, I LOVE CHURROS! I KNOW YOU LOVE THEM TOO LOL LOL. snap a bomb of pictures but i cant seem to find the cable to upload em up! such a bummer. but i'll still find it tmr anyway. i should better get some sleep already. feeling so tired these days. and im meeting the girlies shazee and rara tmr! flea shopping like finally. its been so long haha. i miss you girls heaps! cant wait to see you both :)

2009-11-15T11:05:00.000-08:00

Dearest Syerah,

I was so frigging happy when you called me that day, yknw. I was staring into space when I heard my phone vibrating and saw your mum’s number on it. Initially, I was like ‘eh you’re back!’ cuz your voice somehow sounded so near over the phone. But then you told me that you are still there and that you couldn’t talk for long.:( Gosh, how I wish you’d be back here that early.

Baby, I miss you so much though you’ve been gone for only a week plus. Time sure passes by slowly without you here. The first week was dreadful, and so has been the second. I’m beginning to miss every single thing about you, Syerah and I miss every little thing that you do. I miss the way you hold my hand like you’d never want to let it go. I miss the way you call my name and I miss hearing you laugh. I miss the way you always play with my hair and how I ended up pinching your nose. *Sorry babe* I miss the way we both joke around as if the world is ours. And I miss the way you burp loudly during the most random-est situations. Rmbr that time outside your gate? I think even your neighbours could hear it. LOL! Omg, you have no idea how geram I’ll get whenever I think of you girl.

Well, I hope you’re having loads of fun out there in Aussie. Damn, I should have followed you there in the first place. Sigh. Eh if can, fly back here as soon as possible once you’re done reading this. Till then, 3 more days. =)

PS- I cant wait to go Sentosa with you so please, come back real quick hor.

Yours truly,

Note to self: I miss you terribly.

2009-11-03T08:10:00.000-08:00

Will be leaving for perth tomorrow morning. damn how quick time flies. but at least its not gonna be that bad cuz i'll be be back on the 19th! but for that whole 2 weeks, i know im gonna miss alotttttt of my loved ones. ahhh im not leaving yet but i cant wait to get back already haha. i cant wait to make plans with the girls omg i miss them like crazy. i cant wait to make plans with zhaffy too! babe we're gonna hit the beaches of sentosa once after im back okay? this time we'll better make it happen. no more pw hehehe. i cant wait to have bbq with xin yi, shaliati, alif and the rest of them! MISSED YOU GUYS LAAAA. i'll buy each one of you kangaroos from perth k? hahahaha. catch me in action after im back! be sure to miss me :P

Tag replies:

1: Hey yup i colored it. not sure what color tho. i kinda forgot sorrry. and thank you :)

Zhaffy: Love you forever xx.

Kak wani: Aww thank you love hehe. yeah it all came from the heart babe. and thanks so much for that sweet post of yours! miss you love you :)

Dhirah: Hahaha of coz la happy! aww thank you baby.

Aqil: Lol hey :)

lots of love, hugs and kisses :)

2009-11-01T09:20:00.000-08:00

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! BRACES OFF BABY<3

2009-10-31T11:09:00.000-07:00

i know i do hurt you unintentionally at times. i do regret after that, without a doubt. Its like a wave of guiltiness come crashing on me. I'll feel that you deserved to be treated much better. But lets not get to that anymore. All i know is that i wanna start a brand new chapter with you, and this time, i know things will be way much better, and i know we'll make it through whatever. Zhaf, things wont be as bright as it is if i havent met you. There wont be hugs and kisses either. and if you're not around, i cant share every single moment with you. And when you're not here with me, i will miss you like i have never before. and i realize, that you are simply one of a kind. you mean so much to me you just have no idea and honestly, never have i met someone as great as you. and then it made me think, how lucky i am to have you in my life and im more than glad to have met you. we'll make it happen, we'll make everything happen. nothing is impossible when im with you. and though you could be really annoying sometimes, not forgetting being sucha HB (i know you know) and for all the times you made me so geram (in a good way), i will still love you. and nothing, not even a single thing can ever change that :)

HAPPY 10TH LOVE! <33333

Im never letting go Zhaf, i couldnt. i'll love you till forever, every single day of forever. i just cant say it enough :)

XOXO.

2009-10-28T06:12:00.001-07:00

First thing before i start to yak yak and stuffz, ive some hottest and i mean, seriously hottest update! after prolly more or less like a year and a half of having them on with me, i am finally gonna be taking em out tmr! like really tmr omg. super excited about it but of coz at the same, im a bit sad. haha bcuz i know somehow i'll miss wearing em. i swear im gonna feel so weird after taking em out geeeez. if you guyz wanna know what the hell im talking about, guezz you'll have to wait till i post a pic of em sweet stuff. the words in bold are the hints ;) niwayz, im still waiting for my pay cuz i badly needa shop like crazy. ive used up like 3/4 of my raya money already. man that hurts. im eyeing on so many awesome stuff and i could really hear them calling my name, wanting me to bring em home ahaha. but no hunney, mommy gotta find money and then i'll come pick you guyz uppppppp. which i so hope gonna be anytime soon. speaking of money, it reminds me of my job. and speaking of job, i gotta say, seriouzly, never work as a telemarketer please. its not as easy as it seems. i had to like call out 300++ calls last friday and i swear it sucked so bad! my ears were like aching cuz you know you gotta put on that headphone with the mic thingy for the whole day imagine that. and i really cant stand some callers. cant even understand what they were talking about, cant even understand simple english. and some callers will be busy and they'll ask you to come and call back later and they'll give you the time when to call and stuffz. and u gotta keep track of the time and do alot of call backs! and if you forgot thats it you're doomed. but i pity xin yi la, cuz she gotta report to work earlier than me and go back later than me cuz shes working on a different project hahahaha. and sucky thing was her lunch time's at 12 and mine's at 12 30. but no worries, cuz we'll be quitting soon like fainuhleeeee. i'll be off right after i get my pay of coz hehe. OMGGGGGGGGGG I WANT TO WATCH THE RESULTS SHOW ALR. im impatiently waiting for 10pm and i wonder who's gonna be eliminated this time round. who do you think it'll be? i have this feeling the unlucky contestant would be mae sta. i think shes a fake. not just that, i think she's not been doing so good for the past weeks hmmmmm. 15 more mins! in the meantime, time for me to reply to taggies! ;)

Dewi: Hahaha omg i took so long to reply your tag i just realised. yeahhh i was about to complain man and bring down broom stick hahahahahaha. good luck for o's :)

Shazee: Aww no problem baby. yuppp but you cant really see it clearly bcuz its edited. but you can see some brown color la. but outside its way lighter than that haha.

Rara: Haha i miss you toooo! we keluar selepas peperiksaan okay :)

Minzi: Hey dear, thanks for dropping by :)

Zhaffy: Hmph thats okay. i have my hottie andrew lee potts with me. and im missing him so terribly :(

Maizurah: Hey darling haha thank you :)

RnZ: haha updated dood. and what, new name?

Alright, im done! results show in 5 mins babbbyyyy. have a great one! :)

2009-10-16T19:20:00.000-07:00

Went for job hunting all over orchard with xin yi ytd. the outcome turned out pretty gooood haha. first place was zara so we had to like fill in the application forms and stuff. the funny thing was, we were like filling it up at the counter table la, and then this lady from the counter came up to us and went like "Im so sorry, but you're not supposed to fill up the app-app-appli-application (she prolly has some problem pronouncing application lol) forms here. maybe you can go outside and fill it up or walk around and then come back here" so we went like ????? but we still went out and walk around anyway. still dont get it why we cant fill it up at the place instead. so next stop was topshop. im eyeing on their high waisted shorts! ahhh but i think im broke already :( thats why i needa get a job fast! need to get the money rolling in you see haha. they gave us some number to call but the counter girl said that she wasnt sure if there's any vacancies left. so didnt bother trying. so settled down at river island after that. but haha wth, we had to like go all the way to the centre point marks and spencer to sign up. so we went all the way up only to find out that there wasnt any vacancies left so we tried signing up for marks and spencer but we had to like commit till the end of the year so its a no-no for us but still signed up anyway. so decided to work at my aunt's place since we just have to like answer calls and all that and the pay is actually pretty good so yeah why not. while job hunting, managed to do a little bit of shopping finallyyyyyy and then zhafri came and join us towards the end. overall, soo enjoyed ytd. cant wait to start our new job and the sentosa outing this thursday yayyyyyy. and then later at night, faiqah and the rest came over to my house for raya. and then i think around midnight, there was like this really loud sound, pretty much sounded like a gun hahaha. but no wasnt a gun, it was just the birthday thingy when u pull the string at the bottom and then it will pop really loudly yeah. and then irah was like asking me about the sungai api2 thats just freaking near my place and she went on with her ghost stories. so zhafri, me, faiqah and rahilah were like just talking amongst ourselves cuz we didnt wanna hear a single bit. we were skerdddd haha. and so they left few minutes ltr. prolly gonna go out raya-ing with zhaf later, or maybe not. IM GONNA GO FAIQAH'S PLACE TO HAVE HER SUPER FREAKING POWER MAGGI GORENG! have a great one :)

&GOOD LUCK TO SHAZEE, RARA, DEWI,DHIRAH AND YANIE FOR THEIR UPCOMING O'LEVELS! (i miss you guys) and to the rest who's gonna be taking :)

2009-10-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

Beautiful melody, when the night's so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy

When my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness, I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong and I know

I'm not alone

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I look at you

I look at you <3

2009-10-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

Alright, im finally back after a really reaally long hiatus. but anyway, i think i did okay for my n'levels. i was so glad and relieved that the physics paper and the math paper was easy, well at least do-able tho. okay enough of exams, its time to partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tmr! i will be going brownish-blonde tmr baby, cannot wait? you bet! no dont get me wrong, im not going like so extremely blonde like some m___h haha. just a soft brownish color thats close to blonde a bit will do. i hope i dont look "over" tho hah. on the other hand, did anyone of you managed to catch singapore idol earlier? the results were so so dissapointing no doubt. what did you do singapore? did you vote enough?? i somehow have this feeling that farhan will be out sooner or later, cuz i understand that they're aiming for a girl idol this year. but of coz i didnt expect him to be out so soon? personally, i think charles, duane and malaque should be taking his place instead. charles did badly last week when he sang that bon jovi song... but to my surprise, he still made it thru. all of this just comes down to show that singapore isnt voting enough FOR TALENT. of coz you wouldnt want a lousy idol to represent singapore dont you? so please, do the right thing and vote for who you think has the most talent. nuff said. i wont be surprised tho if there were to be another dissapointing results next week. well well lets see.

but anyway, everything happens for a reason. it may be the end of the competition, but it isnt the end of your dreams for sure. we're still glad you made it this far! we're still proud :)

im bout to hit the sack now. im lacking of so much sleep. lookout for a proper blog post soon! goodnight =)

2009-09-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

Sigh i know raya this year will be a lot different for me cuz i'll be sitting for my N's in like, 2 weeks time and i think i will barely celebrate raya except going out only on the first day since i will already have tuition on the 2nd day of raya(haha i know right, how sad). but im still gonna go out raya anyway, after exams that is hehe. oh yes! im gonna make some mexican food like fish burritos and banana chocolate smoothie for raya this year! haha cant wait to try it out. i hope whoever the "lucky" ones to try my cooking wont end up with gastric flu the next day haha. its coming to 1am and i need to have some sleep. of coz i dont wanna end up looking like a zombie and have eyebags tmr. goooooodnighteeeeey.

have a nice and enjoyable raya! xxxx.

2009-09-09T01:07:00.000-07:00

(i miss you guys so badly. plan for the buka outing already girls! go drag kak wani along haha. that girl shld better come)

Im finally online! after like, idk how many days of not being online, guess what i am now haha. anywaaaaaay, i feel like blogging on how i did for n'levels but at the same, i dont feel like it bcuz its so dissapointing, so so so dissapointing. but here goes.. malay paper was fine, i didnt have problems doing it. but as for the SS paper..................... -.- SO VERY DISSAPOINTING AND FRUSTRATING. i was really hoping for conflicts on sri lanka and northern ireland to come so badly. and i really studied and focused hard on that particular chapter, only to find out that it didnt even come out for the structured essay. imagine being in my shoes?! instead, globalisation came out as one of the questions. i was already panicking like crazy bcuz none of us was expecting globalisation to be one of em as our teacher didnt even go thru that chapter for essay with us! i was already at the edge of crying, but i just kept my cool and did the deterrence diplomacy instead. thank God i studied that too :') SBQ? complicating. nuff said. but i managed to pull it off. i need i need i need i neeed to score for geog in order to reach my target for humans. pray hard that i'll do good please. and for english, hahahahaha paper 2 was errrrr, kinda tough it made me go crazy. shaliati was already so worried hahaha and kept asking me what was my ans for this and that. alamakkkk that girl haha. but can la, can i hope. paper 1 was easy peasy lemon squeezy hehe. not trying to say that im over confident, but it was a smooth process im glad. enough of n'levels already, im just glad its over. for now, at least. time for raya shopping this sat cant waaaait. yeah i know, tho i wont be celebrating raya much, but thats not gonna stop me from going shopping hehehe. i have many many things to be done before raya. clothes, hair, accecories, omg make me so xcited already haha. anyway, i will fix my playlist soon enough. im just too lazy for now. so in the meantime, just bare with the no-music-will-be-played when you happen to come by my blog =)

toodle loo. have a great one!

"Some would say, promises are meant to be broken. and once its broken, its really hard for you to gain that trust back"

no im not referring to anyone or anything or whoever. its just part of my compo i wrote just now heh. i just feel like putting it up. but before i end, i'd like to share this with you! personally, i think its way better than jonas brother's version. but both is good to me, just that this has more soul. and it can just make you wanna cry heh. okay, till we meet again!

2009-08-26T03:23:00.000-07:00

Fine marky, im updating. eh i just realised that marky sound almost the same as monkey hahahaha. no really, try saying both out loud. you'll see what i mean. hehehe. anyway, how has your fasting been? im coping well with mine tho sometimes i couldnt take it but i still carried on with the help of sleeping! hah. for some reason, i dont know why i feel super thirsty and hungry today. ytd was super fine, dint feel hungry a single bit! maybe cuz i spent my whole day sleeping and decided to give school a miss cuz i was having major tummy ache. so i got back, switched the fan on, pull my blanky up and snore all the way till 6. (hahaha reminds me of zhaffy). time please please fly fast! i cant wait to watch SI later on too woooo. finally, after weeks of not being able to watch due to having tuition every wednesdays, finally my mom was suggesting on having a one week break since prelims is done. and speaking of prelims, i think im quite happy with my math results. which is only paper 1 tho. will be getting paper 2 tmr omg scary! i know i could have scored higher if i really studied hard for it, but im happy enough, or at least my mom is. also, im so glad i managed to pass chemistry, the subject i really hated the most haha. cuz its so complicating, especially the part on balancing equations. but thank God im familiar with it now. okay time check: its ONLY 6 35pm nowwwwww? whaaat so slowww. anyway, im gonna hit the showers already and get ready for 7pm! hehehe. happy advanced break fast! ;)

2009-08-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

PRELIMS PRELIMS PRELIMSSSSS (!!!!!) i cant wait for it to end already sigh. anyway, english paper was surprisingly okay. but i think i screwed up my compo? my brain was playing dead with me. it just had to stop working at the wrong time! but paper 2 was superb. it was so easy cuz most of the questions were like one mark questions, so you pretty much know how it easy it was already hahahaha, such a big relief. SS was easy tooo especially SEQ phewww. hahaha zhaffy is just beside me watching russel peters LOL. kental boy hahahaha omg hes like smiling and laughing to himself with his lolly in his mouth. hmmm im still thinking if i should shift to onsugar. i mean, first, onsugar sounds way much nicer than blogspot i must say. and second, blogger's been giving me problems nowadays. but im still thinking for a nice url to go with it lol. oh shit i think my post today is pretty much messed up haha. i'll post a proper one soon! after prelims perhaps ;)
ohhhh yessss, fasting month is just next saturday! time flies.

Tag replies:

(:: updated hehe =)

Edely: haha okay will do the linkings soon.

Aikael: eh comp okay already? haha go online la. so long nvr talk to you on msn lei.

Renee: Soon ;)

Naim: hahaha yeah after so long of going MIA ahhhh. someone's turning 17 tomorrrrrow ^^

Wani: omg waaaani! i miss you too! where have you been ahhhh! haha.

Shazee: ahh what msg? hahahaha.

2009-08-03T02:42:00.000-07:00

I was soo bored earlier and ended up going thru all my picture folders. and found some of these... which i really missed big time. i just cant help it but to post them up and blog about it haha. theres some more pictures which i really wanted to post up, but i just couldnt find em boo.
i missed the times i had with syiqah, ena and xian li during our business course! hahaha we were being so damn retarded but hey, we were just having fun. damn damn long ago la omg. i missed the RHC concert we had last year in ITE college east, VQ's very first performance held at plaza sing and shazee came to watch hehe aww thanks, of coz, protege! tho we dint get to top 5? but it doesnt really matter cuz we sure had fun hahaha... and the list goes on and on and on. can someone invent a time machine please? anyway, scroll down and have a great one!

(the surprise bday visit for rara! hahaha was a nice one loved it)

(I MISS KAK WANI SO BADLY. MEET UP SOON PLEASE LOVE YOU)

(Was the day i almost lost my wallet! was panic-ing like some mad crazy woman i swear hehe. and was the day a-leaf asked how i was doing!)

(COUNTDOWN!! SUPER MISS THIS! the moment was just perfect. esp when theres zhaffy around *smiles)

(Futsal day! hahahaha dewi rmb east coast park and soccer rofl)

(As much as i hate to admit this, no doubt that i really do missed the times we had together. but just so sad to know some people could be such two-faced)

(Haha im sure this was dhirah's happiest day cuz of *ehem* but rmb, nothing lasts forever babe. love you two!)

(Sentosa with the 3n2 was awesome. felt so united and of coz, we met some ang moh guy ^^, right xin yi? hehe. but toooooo bad he's like..... err old. LOL when's the next outing?! hahahaha)

(Not really sure when was this, should be last year raya tho. awwww)

"Pictures can capture the way we were, but they cant capture the way we are"

2009-07-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

A guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeats,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep,
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on,
one who is constantly reminding you of much he cares and how lucky he is to have you,
the one who turns to his friends and say, "Thats her"
(-taken from underage-girl.blogspot.com)

Im sure its every girls' dream to find the perfect guy or some would say, the perfect prince charming, no?

Anyway, im on a litte break from all the studying just now. so as usual, i was bloghopping and i found this cool video that really caught my attention. i couldnt stop smiling just by watching it haha. it gave me happy chills and sure made my day and i hope it will make yours too.
what a perfect start to a perfect wedding, lots of laughter and fun. this has to be the cutest wedding ive ever seen! wonder how it would turn out like if i happen to have an entrance like this on my wedding day HAHAHAHAA ROFL. enjoy and laugh out loud! xox =)

"Forever ever ever...."

2009-07-19T03:16:00.000-07:00

Mom's birthday was ytd (Happy belated mom!) so we celebrated it over at swensens for dinner. Zhaffy came and join us hehe. was so shocked to see one of my old primary school mate working there. haha it was so funny cuz my mom and dad kept on teasing him cuz of his height. hes like so freaking damn tall now la and hes only sec 4 omg! and there was this time, he was serving this family just opposite us, and my dad was like making handsigns to him telling him to give us their ice cream instead. and he was like giving some funny faces and then sticking his tongue out hahahaha. tsk tsk that guy'll never change. proceeded to sembawang after that cuz we wanted to show zhaffy some bottle tree place. it was only for a short while cuz the brother was complaining he was tired cuz he just got back from the SI boot camp or sth tsk. but the dad made a last minute plan to go down to punggol to check out some scary places, like the IM. go figure. so scary la and it was already so late at night. tskkkk. and then homed. so yeah, thats pretty much it. had an awesome day, no doubt! anyway, i wont be updating my blog that much already cuz prelims is just around the corner. but i will keep on updating my tweets so please follow me k =)

"Im infected, im infected with your love"

Tag replies!

Pby: Hey sweety, i bought that top from aussie haha. and u can find the black shorts anywhere cuz its fbts. hope i helped! =)

Nasha: haha what maimai?

Alep: Hey uncle! hahaha ya la thats why la. who ask u to cut the cake so soon. grrrr! :P

.: Hey haha. yeah, their songs are not bad. thanks to zhaffy for introducing em to me =)

2009-07-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

My blog went private for a bit cuz i had to do some repairs. but its all good now =) you know, i wanted to add some new songs to my playlist but idk who the hell log-ed out my account. and being the short-term-memory kind of person cuz i have to remember manymany passwords for facebook, myspace and stuffs like that, unfortunately, i forgot my playlist's. *that face* and so, i created a new playlist and started to add new songs. (btw, my current hook ups now are what if i died tomorrow, something and overtheyears. check them out! its all in my playlist so no worries). so after i got all the codes and was so stoked already to put them in my template, i dint know what i did, and the next thing i know, all my posts went missing! yeah i was super shocked and was already panicking like some crazy woman no joke. but all thanks to nasha for making it all ok, back to normal. (: thanks alot man, i wont know what'll happen without you. anyways! yeah, my tutor came on monday hahaha. if not, tsk tsk only God knows what would happen. i gotta run, cuz i gotta finish up my math practice book! else that gayboy will keeeel me. =P im missing gayboy so much, come over already. =(

2009-07-11T20:14:00.001-07:00

back to blogdom! ive been on an unexpected hiatus haha. im just soo into twitter world till i even forgot to update my blog! but anyway, if u have been following me on twitter, u should know what ive been doing for the past weeks. so follow me! cuz i dont think i'll blog that often anymore nowadays, gotta mug for prelims (!!!!!!!!!!!) so anyway, i was supposed to have tuition in the morning today at 10. so i woke up early, i got my stuffs ready, and waited patiently for him to come.................. by 10 38, nope, still not here. so i decided to text him and ask him if he was coming. took so long to reply and guezz what he said? *drum roooolls*

Tutor: Huh? Good morn. I msg you yesterday already rite? I'll come on monday at 7pm. Thanx.

totally what the hell, i know right. u cant just simpy change the timing whenever u feel like it. we're paying u hello? such a bummer. i was like in my i-am-so-gonna-mug-hard mood this morning, and he just had to ruin it. tsk. lets just see if he'll come tmr. surprise surprise *shakes head* ha! have a great one! ;)

2009-06-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 6TH BABYYYYYY. (:

i love you, and im sure you already know that very well by now haha. im missing you so much already. i cant wait for 9th aug omg! happy happpyyyyyy kid. thanks for the accompany to the dental yesterday, i always loved having you around. (:

and also, thanks for the surprise today! haha gosh i was damn shocked and speechless. this sweet boy of mine (coughs coughs hehe) surprised me outside my sch gate, without me knowing a single thing, with a rose and a sweeeet little card inside! i wasnt expecting anything like that at all. awwwww really, how sweet can you be? heh. and yeaaa, forever. (:

i love my gayboy/buffalo very much, more than words could possibly say. *hugs and kisses*

GAY BOY GAY BOY GAY BOYYYYYY! *sticks out tongue* hehehehehe.

6 months - Hey monday <333

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'cause you have that effect on me, you do

Everything you say
Everytime we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much
as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

XOXO, SYERAH.

2009-06-29T02:02:00.001-07:00

First day of sch? hmmmmm, it was helluva tiring! slept for the whole 2 hours during art period cuz mr hairol was away or either he was on LOC no idea. hehe. damn it felt so good. followed by math lesson buttttt mr poh wasnt present too haha so we had to finish up some math paper by the end of the lesson and i slacked after that. to cut it short, i guess today's pretty much slacking. borrrrring! had LJS with marky after schoool cuz i was keeravin for ljs during the whole of june holidays and finally i got it just..... now. anyways, im freeekin stoked! im so happy cuz i'll be taking off my bracy tmr! like finaaaally, after a year and a half or so? wonder how i'll look like without my bracy..... *starts to imagine* hahahahahahaha omg lets just see how it'll turn out, hope it'll turn out ossssum lol. might be skipping sch tmr yay. just hope mommy'll allow. cuz it will be damn tiring la if i have to go school tmr and then rush to outram park for my dental appt. sigh sigh sigh. i need more madtv! and i want my june hols back. ):

2009-06-21T06:03:00.000-07:00

so... sentosa beach party was so-so in the beginning. bt it got awesomely cool towards the end when it comes to mark bonafide and plain sunset! hahaha i think im beginning to love local music ok. i desperately wanna know what was the first song played by the plain sunset. it was damn nice la omg. the crowd was awesome ftw, not bad. now im missing sentosa badly already. ): and omg, all the nice pics's in raudha's phone. damn i should have bluetoothed all the pics in my phone, just in case. bt nvm, rara i hope you'll find ur phone soon grrr! below are some of the pics i took with my phone. ahhhh sadly, its just a few. boooo. im already missing that zhaffy boy heaps! even more boooo. hahahaha omg yayyyyyyyyyyy! happy happpyyyy. i went t rara's blog just mins ago and guess what?! she found her phone back! heheheh but i managed to grab only some. ): (xin yiiiiii! , im so sorry for the last min changes. haha but u guys sure still had fun! (: )

2009-06-16T23:48:00.000-07:00

Marky you are very troublesome k! see i updating for u now. happy or not? u better be k hahaha. toopid. anyways, sentosa was awesome! i had so so much fun, without a doubt. camwhore-ing, basketball, dipping our toes in the water, saw peacocks (?), star gazed, running, explored, got lost.. ahh it was simply fun! i wanna go again. ): oh wells, thank god theres the SENTOSA BEACH PARTY THIS WEEKEND (!!!!!) i.am.soooooo.goin. hehehehe. moving on... had class bbq at paris park last mon. hang hang, eat eat, met zhaffy <3 then homed. and omgggg, finally i got my tub of bnj ice cream! *jumps around* thanks aikael for teman-ing me. :P hmmmm, im slowly running out of things to blog about........ yea thats it. have a great one! (; (dewi, im still waiting for the rest of the picz. retarded cam of urs! :p) dhirah, take note! lets all go for a lunch date with the rest very soon okay. i miss you guys much. =')

LOL ZHAFFY <3

WEBCAM (haha i was bored, cmon)

ZOO

SENTOSA

p.s : MARKY IS ONE KENTAL DUDE! (oh ure welcome, see im so nice to put this up for u :) )

2009-06-12T20:16:00.000-07:00

Gonna be heading out to SENTOSA sooooon! *shouts* gaaah been so friggin damn long since i last went there. raraaaaaaaaa! i going sentosaaaa :P hehehehe. buttttt! yea, im going with the family. but good thing is, dewi's tagging along! not sure about dhirah tho. still waiting for that girl to give me a call or a text! grr. anyways, im finally done with my layouts for art. pheeeew. which means.. i will be starting on my big board reaaally soon, like next 2 weeks. cuz there wont be any art class next week! happy or what? hah! supposed to have tuition today at 10am and i woke up exactly at 10 due to me sleeping late ytd and heck i was already panicking like some mad woman, only to know that my mom canceled my class cuz we're going sentosa and said that i need a short break. duhhhhhhh! aww how thoughtful of her <3 okie dokes, im off to have my shower now and get all ready and pump out for the beaaaaaaach! oh yesss, i love the beach like crrazy.

bring on the shades, bring on the beach, bring on the camera, bring on the boys! (L)
haha k no, i was just kidding. no boys. :P

Tag replies!

Sairah: heheh i knoww. i did some editings, thank youu! (:

Fana: Oh yeaap. i saw u too! haha.

Dhirah: hahaha dont need already la. u so slow and kental dont know how to check the pictures. :P yaaaa! thats why, we'll plan this otp okay. and HAHAHAHA, toooo bad lorrrr! WOA DA MAJU SEEEEEY! hahahahahahahahahaha ROFL.

Shazee&Rara: hahahahaha yuuppppp! nice rightttt?

Zhaffy: hahaha im not such a lazybum like u okay mat. see, i went to school ytd haha. eh dhirah's angry cuz she saw ur taggy. toopid mat hahahaha.

crosses and circles.

2009-06-07T01:06:00.000-07:00

so much for school holidays! gah : been having art for the past one week and trust me, im getting sick of it. im sick of drawing. im sick of painting. im sick of coloring. im sick of pointing (?) im just tiredddddd. imagine sitting in the art room for the whole of 7 hours. art again next weeek! gahhhhhh. i neeed a short break at least please. ): but anyways. was supposed to go to xin yi's pit ytd evening but due to the cocked up plans.... dint managed to attend. im so sorry xy! so spent the whole evening with zhaffy instead. had dinner at E! hub since my tummy was making a helluva noise hehe. some korean bbq chicken place. loved the fish & chips! thanks baby for the trrrrreat. anyways, u look cute with that piercing! ;) yeaaa, altho i was damn shocked la when i saw it. next time go pierce ur eyebrow k heheheheh! kidding la kidding. have a great one! enjoy your holidays please. dont waste it grrr. AND OI DHIRAH GO SEND OR UPLOAD THE PICS OF THE ZOO LA. IM WAITING K :P

Love is the same as chaos ; it destroys, it creates and you have no clue how to stop it.

2009-06-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

We said forever, we said forever, we said forever...

No im not saying goodbye now cuz i know we can pull this thru. you're perfect in every way, and you know it. you're the only one who can put that big smile on my face in times of need. we may have stupid fights before, but thats what made us stronger. i love you too much to let this go, to let you go. but how can i be so sure i can trust you now, after all the things you said?

2009-05-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

What do you call it when nothing's really wrong, yet nothing's just quite right?

Why... did i have to fall in love with you?

When I know without you I can't function no more.

The walls we built just came tumbling down.......

2009-05-26T01:08:00.000-07:00

YAY PART 2 OF THE PEEK-CHEERS IS HERE! finally got it from zazeee(shazee) hehs! anws, just random. i personally think adam lambert's version of no boundaries is way better than kris allen's. there's so much more soul. and i still wonder why america chose kris as their idol. haha bt anyways, both version rock in their own way. best of luck to kris and adam in their pursuit of musical greatness. go listen to adam's! im sure u'll get hook. have a great one! (;

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your

if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reasonto fight and never walk away <3

2009-05-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

I had a blast with my sugars! i tot the whole thing would turn out sucky cuz one of em couldnt turn up. but, im glad it turn out just as planned and our hard work are well paid off. three cheers wooo! dint go to school on friday due to my lazyness. then shazee, thahirah and zara made their way over to my crib to bake for rara's small celebration. trust me, there were many obstacles faced but we managed to pull thru *jumps around* was supposed to meet at 1 45 the next day, bt many things cocked up. so was delayed till like, 3 plus omg. but still, it was okay. rara's bday surprise visit turned out awesome! *phew* slacked at her crib and her mom made some spaghetti and ordered pizza. yummm hehe. after which, we then went down to simei to return some dvds and tamp to chill. and then went up to town on the very last minute to meet zhaffffy! <33333 felt so good, finally able to meet up after so long! missed him so bad. awww. sch tmr! gaaaah. thank god, its already the final week of school and then say hello to the holidays baby! i desperately need a break. bt of course, i will still be mugging. like, reaaaally mugging like some mad woman already. 3 more months! #$%^!@#*& anyways, xoxo.

2009-05-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

whats there to blog when you have twitter anyways? i am lovin it. its just so damn cool. i hope you guys are reading my twitter updates! also, dont forget to follow me on twitter please! (;

and i hope you'll enjoy reading it as much as i enjoy updating it. im gonna crash soon. freeakin sleepy already. plus really hungry. will blog a proper post tomorrow! goodnight. (:

2009-05-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

Guess who's back

back again

Syerah's back

tell a friend (Y)

omg it feels good to be back. lol comp kinda broke down for a week. lol not really break down, bt the charger wasnt working. so i couldnt switch on my lappy. bt glad its all okay now. and also, glad tht all my major papers are over! im only left with geog on monday and art on tuesday. im so not ready for art. ive yet print out all my research! dead meeat. anyways, gonna be a very short post today. gonna catch "Dewi" on RCTI now LOL! damn addictive. toodles!

xoxo.

Tag replies:

anony: hey, i got tht pink top from topman hahah.

izwan: hahaha yea. blame my finger hehe! yeeep, thts topman for sure!

fiqah: omg imyt man! hahaha sooon. we'll catch up soon. we got alottt of catching up to do dear!

nasha: imyt! go out soon okay. (:

aikael: tak puas hati gua punya pasal pe! takot pe. hahahahahahaha! repair alr la. when u coming online?!

suwati: hey thanks. (:

shazee: omggggg imyt alottt! been so long since i last talk to u. haha yea blame exams la. nvm, we'll see and hang out together soon okay! *hugs and kisses* :D

2009-05-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

Omg, twitter is driving me nuts! my itchy fingers just wanted to sign up since twitter's popular among humans nowadays! bt the thing is...... i dont even know a single thing bout twitter haha omg someone please help me out and guide me thru pleeease *flutter eyelashes* and someone please help me how to post the twitter updates thingy at my blog? O.o thank youuu!

p.s: im so beginning to love math now! thanks to ben! (my tutor) :D

argh so much for hiatus! idky my itchy fingers just love to blog nowadays...

anyways, wish me luck for next week's papers! :O

2009-05-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

Live, Laugh, Love

Im missing this retarded boy soo much! grr.

anyways very quick updates:

- I think i screwed up my eng letter writing cuz i kinda forgot the format and my malay compo cuz i think its kinda out of point. oh God, please help me!

- No papers tmr! *shouts*

- I NEED T GO SENTOSA DAMN BADLY!

- cant wait for june hols t come in. (:

XOXO.

These feelings are so strong, i keep hot inside.

2009-04-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

I FRIGGIN MISS THIS BELOVED BABY GIRL SO MUCHHHHH! she just loves to pose here and there! hehehe how cute! :D (and zhafri, here's farhana. hahaha. pretty right! =p)

and anyways!

HAPPY 4TH <3

i love you so much donkey. hehehehe i miss you so much already.

2009-04-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

Ookay haha. i know i said i'll be on hiatus till the mid years are over. bt since im in a happy mood today, and somehow i miss blogging, i'll just blog with whatever updates that i have. hmmm, met up with that twin of mine(hehe), dhirah! omg finally man we did some catching up. missed you so much la bodoh! lets meet more often hehe. called down kak wani to come down bt since it was already too late, we dint get the chance to meet up. grrr. bt nvm, we'll be going out this weekend right baby? =P haha missed you heaps! been ages since i last saw you la. yay am excited bout tmr! gonna meet up with dewi to do a little of shopping here and there and get stuffs for darling edina's bday celebration. but before that, maybe we're gonna do at least some revisions before we start on our plans! haha that face. bt too bad, dhirah wont be able to join us tmr cuz she'll be going to msia. kental. bt nevertheless, enjoy yourself hunney! buy me goodies. hehe kidding. woo im such a happy kid today! we did a practice on last year 08's N level paper, and i freaking got almost the whole paper correct! except for the balancing equations, as expected. haha. bt besides that, im quite happy with myself! i dint know N level paper could be that easy! *swoons* and also, got to meet zhafri <3 today! double yay hehe. before i end my post, and reaaaally leave my blog to rest, im gonna post some pictures and a convo i had with fabian ytd! (he dared me to post this up, so here i am posting this up! so fabian, lesson learnt. dont ever dare me! cuz i'll really do it. hehehehehe =P)

Fabian says:

u promise me that u were nt laughing abt me running naked around tampines!

introducing syerah, says:

hahaahhaa i know sorrrrry!

i cant help it i will imagine stuffs really!

its natural la

Fabian says: k!
u tell me then!
what u imagine!
i wanna know! what stupid stuffs i did.

introducing syerah, says:
i said i was imagining u running arnd the mall w only a cupboard!
HAHAHHA only cover the front then u shouting, "im a loser!"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Fabian says:
oh. showing ppl my solid pantat haha.
i am loser?
eh!

introducing syerah, says:
ya cuz u forgot my name what
hahahaha

Fabian says:
eh!
i didnt forget!

introducing syerah, says:
omg imagine if u were running, then halfway u asked a girl for her numb

Fabian says:
its u never tell me before!

introducing syerah, says:
like...
fabian: im a loser im a loser! eh omg tht girl so chio ask for number la

Fabian says: no need!
i show turnaround show my solid pantat.
she will be. nah take it! call me asap! hahah!

introducing syerah, says:
excuse me miss, may i have ur number?
girl: *SLAPS* eeeeee! pervert!
*runs away*
HEHEHEHEHHEHEE

there's alot more btttt! since im a sweety, i wont post everyth up haha. see fabian, sweety eh! say thank you. hehehe. anyways, goodnight earthlings! (:

I'll end my post with this for today ;

"We don't miss the person, we just miss the times we had together and the things we used to be"

breathe me in, im yours to keep.

2009-04-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

Im in school now. wooo doing social studies hehehehehhee.

2009-04-17T05:53:00.000-07:00

Finally, back to blogdom. but, this will be my last post before i go on a hiatus. only till the mid year exams are over. i have to touch the books already! *panics*

anyways, my first lesson went pretty well. bt no doubt the students were damn annoying (in a cute way) and adorable! they kept on asking random questions haha. esp this natasha girl. she's only primary four bt so matured! kids nowadays... hahahahaha. and not to forget, damn smart. i was marking her science topical test paper we did in class, and boy was i suprised! she scored full marks for MCQ, and did very well for her section B hehe. looking forward to my next lesson next monday! *jumps around*

Had 18 chefs with my retarded sugar dumplings after school. like finally! i was craving for pasta again! i realised ive been craving for many food nowadays, i know. but thats certainly a good thing! cuz i really wanna be fat. lol not too fat obviously. haha had alot alot of laughters with them and it really did make my day. but... good things always come to and end. my mood was changed really bad afterwards, for some reason. but yea, am glad things are okay now. and i really really, reaaaaally dont wish for anything like that to happen again. never. and yea, i admit i was in the wrong. but heck, lets just forget bout whatever happened just now. (: but then again , i learnt something today. its just sad to know that you can trust your bestfriend/friend anymore cuz trust is already broken, twice. bt then again, thats life.

i'll end my post with this for today ;

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom." ~Marcel Proust

&&&& I WANNA WATCH 17 AGAIN DAMN ASAP! ZAC EFRON! *MELTS* :DDDDD

Being away from you is just not cool.

2009-04-10T00:42:00.000-07:00

OH EM GEEEE, ZHAFRI is like THE SWEETEST BOY EVER LAAAAAA. I LOVE YOUUUU SO MUCH OKAY? *hugs and kisses! and baby, im missing you so much right now! come back soon come back soooon! i wont be hearing from you neither do i get to see you for the next 3 days. *sad face*
He was being such a sweeeety yesternight! bt really, u shouldnt have to. i swear i was kidding when i said that i wish you would deliver it right at my doorstep. and like i said, no its not a hint! (inserts an angry face here). bt, i still love you! (inserts a very happy smiley face). Thanks so much for the cheesecake, chocos, kinder bueonos, apple pie! ahh im just speechless heheh. big big surprise. i need to see you badly. ):

oh good news for me! im gonna be working as a temporary tutor at some tuition centre somewhere near west plaza area hehe. well actually, im a "relief" teacher for my mom cuz i was asking her if i could try to teach her class and since she was okay with it, why not! the pay's really really satisfying! so im gonna give it a shot. ive already prepared some of the worksheets and surveys for em. oh if you're just wondering... im gonna be teaching Primary 2 English! heheh cant wait! hahahaha omg i cant imagine myself teaching. LOL! well, just hope they're good students and not naughty ones. :DDD!

I think its really time for me to change my blogskin. its too old!

Stay with me, this is what i need.

2009-04-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

I.AM.CRAVING!

for manymany food! ):

i am craving for:

- DAIRY MILK CHOCOLATE BAR WITH PIECES OF BROWNIES INSIDE! (been dying to try it!)

-PASTA PASTA PASTA!! (veh veh badly, since last week!)

-WANTON NOODLES(since forever!)

-KINDER BUENOS(ahh i just had them last few days otw to school. heheh bt i still want more!)

-APPLE PIES(been so longgggg~ sigh)

-HONEY MILK TEA(been so long tooooo!)

-CHEESECAKES(dont even talk about it. been extra longgggggg!)

and the list goes on... if only there's someone out there who's kind enough to get me all these right at my doorstep! Or maybe... how i wish Zhafri would be sweet enough to deliver it to me! Lol, and no, its not a hint! :P

Anyways... I am so looking forward to friday! cuz its a holiday. omg, MYE's not yet started but i already cant wait for june holidays. school's really a killer. MYE is in 5 weeks time or so. and ive not start any revisions yet. im screwed. ZzZzZzZ.

this heart, it beats, beats for only you.

2009-04-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

First of all, i would like to make a birthday shoutout to my darling Shazee! (A.K.A HYENA/ SHAZEE HOTTIE BBY)

HAPPY SWEET 16 BABE! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. AND ALWAYS STAY HAPPY OKAY? YOU KNOW I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE WHENEVER YOU NEED ME. YOU CAN ALWAYS TURN TO ME WHENEVER YOU HAVE PROBLEMS. ILOVEYOUUU! xoxoxoxo :D and i know im sweeeet la shazee, dont need say *tongues out* (woaa, can watch nc16 movies already. welcome to my world! lol)

Anyways, went out with the familia to catch a late night movie since it was daddy's birthday ytd(happy birthday daddy! *smiles). and guess what movie we watched? the movie that ive been dying to watch. the movie tht ive been wanting to watch, very baaaadly. *dances* yessss! confessions of a shopaholic (!!!!!!!) id rate it 5/5. the movie just blew me away. i almost cried towards the end. LOL. its a must watch movie. strongly recommended to everyone! :D worth every penny for sure. (:

Im missing Zhafri damn much. )))): meet up soon baby! much misses.

Cant think of nothing better than to be stuck with you <3

2009-04-01T04:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3RD <3
i love you more than words could say, i do. (:

Im missing you a bulk la (!!)

So please give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart as fast as you stole mine ♥

2009-03-31T05:22:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS!

My group managed to get into the finals for sports day! *dances* and the sucky thing was, it happened to be on zhafri's birthday. so therefore, i couldnt spend much time with him on that day. *shows sad face* btttttt! good thing was, i still managed to spend a little quality time cuz that sweet boy of mine went down to tamp stadium in the end, without even telling me tht he was already otw! =_= haha bt i still love you for that! anyways... school's been pretty much okay. Mr Nahar gave us a very very motivational talk during form teacher period just now. it really gave me a wake up call to do the best for Ns. arghhhh exams just freaks me out. MYE is coming (!!!!!) someone just please slap me already. ive been slacking way too much. i really need to start mugging, ASAP. omg marky, i need your help hahahaha! anyways talking bout marky, thanks for accompanying me to my dental appointment just now. if not, i would be really bored and start talking to myself =_= hahaha. eh wait, u did make me talk to myself just now! many times la omg. friggin mean ass. lol. friday's sports day! *screams* i dont feel like going somehow :/
oh and finally ive satisfy my cravings for donuts. had my latte hill donuts from donut empire just now. hehehehehehe.

I WANNA WATCH CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC VERY BADLY! :(

Cuz we cant be mended so
Lets stop pretending now....

2009-03-25T08:52:00.000-07:00

O.M.G its 12 midnight! hahaha idky im excited wth. Lol. bt anyways, its...... someone's bday!

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And... that someone is someone, i love super much!

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Finally guess who? heheh!

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SO WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS IT?!

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okay fine! im gonna reveal it now. hahaha. im tired of typing dots already.

Its so obvious already. hahaha. and yes, thats my buffalo baby. its his birthday today! happy sweeet17 babe! i really really hope you'll get bash today lol. and im really sorry if i cant spend time with you today. i really hope you'll understand. bttttt! for you, i will try. haha. nevertheless, enjoy this special day of yours! lots and lots of hugs and kisses from me, Syerah. Hearts.

( I like this picture of you btw!) :D

okay, its time for me to get my sleep now. haha goodnight! (:

1, 2, 3, 4 i love you.

2009-03-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

Omgggg heats day tmr! hah. actually i dont really feel nervous or anyth la. its just 4 by 1 anyways. went down to tamp to meet marky after school just nw. since there wasnt any class, went back home and changed. chill-ed aand met afiqah! hahaha omg i missed you man. did some shopping for a while then homed. we forgot to take pictures just now la afiqah! hahahaha. bt we did manage to take one tho. heheheh. can la, will do. next time we'll take more hokay. next outing, sentosa! tmr's the 26th! oh wowwww. *wide smileeee* 2 more hours baby ♥
LOLLL.

take me there with you.

2009-03-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Many many pictures to share, many things to update but im just plain lazy. lol bt ive uploaded some of the girls night out pictures. had alot of fun with them, thts for sure! haha shazeeee, go make a birthday gathering okay *sticks out tongue*. had aloot of fun with the familia on wednesday. went snow city, after sooo blardy long. was super supeeer fun la. and please, im not jakun. Lol. then went jurong swimming complex cuz the dad and the little brother wanted to swim so much. haha. then dinner, was supposed to catch a late night movie bt the mommy was too tired so homed instead. met up with dewi for a little while ytd. omg i swear i missed you la! get your ass back here asap baffoon! pictures...

When trust is broken, learn to let go.

2009-03-15T18:03:00.000-07:00

OMG IM NERVOUSSS :/ PRELIMS ENG ORAL WILL BE STARTING IN AN HOURS TIME. im not prepared, really. cuz i know for sure i'll definietly screw up my picture discussion and convo. i'll prolly do well for reading aloud tho ^^ heh! anyway, quick updates. met that cousin of mine, nasha after oh so long. Lol. so much for IT fair hahah. it was damn packed i swear. and the huge huge crowd was giving me a huge headache, O.o. i was craving for pasta so settled down at pastamania to have our lunch. walked around, met zhaffy then homed. kay omgomg. im off now. wish me luck wish me luck! yay tmr's gonna be our girls day out! loves.

Tag replies!

To shazee: Heheheh. no prob babe! i'll be here if you need me okay? hugs and kisses!

To aikael: Hey, no prob la dude. there's no need for you to repay me back or anyth. just settle your prob okay? good luck!

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the people and places that takes our breath away"

OHHH! I would like to take this chance to wish my beloved baffoon girlf, dewi and her beloved siddique a happy 3rd month! last long lovebirds! =D

you love me, i love you harder so.

2009-03-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA TODAY WAS FUNNY SHIAAAT. okay so first, malay class was cancelled cuz most of the takraw boys werent in sch cuz they went for some national tournament. anyway, congrats changkat! together we'll strive! chey lol. and that shazee hyena dint come to sch today cuz raudha said she was tired. bodoh pig. heh. so had lunch with marky after sch and took the bus back to paris. met aikael and went to paris park. breakwater i miss you! okay here comes the funny part! hahaha as we were walking, i wanted to show aikael some text someone sent me. bt then i went like, "eh omg, why are you on the ground?" hahaha cuz he fell! HE, AIKAEL, fell! heheheheheh. he slipped down cuz there was this big circle slope thingy. heh. kay moving on.. it was so blardy hot la when we first came, bt the moment when i started to blast out all time low songs, it started to get really cold and windy. cool or what. lol. it started drizzling so made our way to whitesands and slacked a while then homed. omg finally! tmr's friday. and then, march hols!!!! i just wanna go out and have fun! heh girls outing again! and of course there will be some mugging to do too! need to buck up need to buck up! =DDDD (i miss zhafri badly badly badlyyyyyy.)

to aikael: whatever it is, dont let it bring you down or anyth. have faith and hold on a little bit longer. im sure things will turn out fine. dont worry, i'll help you thru it all. bt for now, just go with the flow. im here if you need me. loves!

to shazee: dont ever ever again, look back in the past! move on baby. he was a nice and sweet guy, bt too bad hes all different now. hey, people change. and its either for the good or for the bad. bt have patience. the missing puzzles will be put back together if u guys are meant to be. have patience. im here if you need me. anytime. iloveyou! xoxo.

to kak wani and dhirah: I MISS YOU BOTH A WHOLE FREAKING BUNCH!!! hang out soooooon! misses!

to dewi: hahaha hang out soon can baffoon! its been so long since we last hang out. misses!

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do.

lets make a scene like the movies in our dreams ♥

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2009-03-09T04:31:00.000-07:00

got most of my papers back. and im not satisfied with my geog AT ALL. i expected at least a pass man, bt tsk. failed by 1 1/2 marks wth. damn wasted. passed physics yay! heheh. btttt, i know i could have done better and score higher. nvm MYE MYE! i dint expect that i would pass my eng cuz it i dint have the time to finish it up. it was left hanging okay. bt managed to get 18 out of 30. big big phewww. tmr's math paper and wed's gonna be SS! kay, SS no hope. for sure. but anywayyyyy, school's pretty much okay today. more to slacking and checking of papers only haha. then hang out with marky then off to meet babababababyyyy. omg i missed him soo much la. slacked then homed. oh yes, momma just bought me a new phoneeeee! i love my mommy so muchhhh okay. love it love it love it! heats day coming up. boo yay. and one more week to march holidays. *widest smile*

red jumpsuit apparatus concert's tmr! who's going?

I MISS MY HYENA SHAZEE MUCH. HANG OUT SOON BABY. <<<33333>

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met"

cuz its true, i am nothing without you.

2009-03-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

at freeking last, tmr's gonna be the last CT paper! woooo~ maths somemore. heh. good news good news, passed my malay! nt really satisfied with my marks, bt at least i reached my target of getting above 30. so now it means, study harder for MYE and get better grades. cheyyy Lol. no confidence for english cuz i dint manage to finish up my compo. 50 50 for physics, and im pretty confident i'll at least pass my geog. nw im hoping to pass my math. die die must pass eng and math maaan. anyways! school's been treating me good lately. just that its so unfair we cant wear our class Ts anymore cuz of some reasons which i find it quite unreasonable. so what now? our class T is just for show la. tsk. changkat's getting lamer and lamer each day.. too many fights been going on for the past few weeks. MARCH HOLIDAYS IS COMING BABYYYY. ONE MORE WEEK. JUST ONE MORE WEEK. ahhh finally.

Tags replies!

Aikael: hahaha thank youuu! happy belated 3rd to you and dhirah! last long till forever too kay. LOL.

Dhirah: dhirah haneeh! heh thank you babe. you too, happy 3rd! yea, im telling myself to move on, whatever it is. i have to. thanks for hearing me out darling. last long with aikael too. (:

Shazee: thank you hyena! yea, i'll keep that in mind. love ya too baby!

Feee: hello! oh really? haha i think you gave me a comment before right? heh. its candles by hey monday. (:

Rara: what nyonya. stupid pig. haha. i know!

Marky: hahaha alamak! forgot ah. i ate every single muffins already haha. yes yes thank you! keep on voting for VQ! 10 votes per day tau. Lol.

Faii: FAIIIIIII! hahaha i missed having training with you la!

"Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to."

homecoming, im coming. my sweet mistake.

2009-02-28T10:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2ND BABY!
just got off the phone with that buffalo baby. haha he was being damn annoying la. next time go get enough sleep or either be wide awake when you're talking to me kay =_= i swear i felt like taking a scotch tape and tape your mouth just now. hahahah nevertheless, i still love you alot alottt! =P hugs hugs. kisses kisses. xoxo! omg okay im sleepy. i bet that buffalo's snoring away already hahaha. i'd better go and get my sleep now. goodnights! loves.

let me hold you, baby just breathe.

2009-02-28T03:20:00.000-08:00

I broke down. cuz of something/someone/words that ive been longing to hear. but, that was before, in the past. you've done enough damages. why must you come back and make this hard for me. i dont wish to go thru all the pain and the struggles again just to get over you. but why must it be now? it is hurtful for me to say whatever i had to say just now. bt i know its for the best. bt all i know now is that, im slowly getting over you. it takes time, bt im gonna pull it thru. i have to. fuck, its all so messed up now. THANK YOU SWEETHEARTS, SHAZEE AND DHIRAH for everyth. love you guys. (:

i tell myself get over you.

its over right, right thing to do.

and just when i thought i was done.

you pull me in for another run.

i cant take this, i wont take this.

i cant do this, i wont do it.

no, nothing's gonna change and im wayyy happier now and im thankful to have known zhafri. he's changed everything for the better. i love you more than anything. <3

2009-02-25T01:59:00.000-08:00

OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG HAHA.

yayy dewi and iiii went for LIVE n LOADED ytd night. it was goddamn fucking awesome i sweaar. had heaps and heaps of fun jumping arnd, singing, clapping, shouting, and movang movang like some retarded ppl hahahahahah omg. some of the m&ms there were moshing around in the middle wth haha. omg i wanna go again!! the atmosphere and the crowd was awesome. well actually, my bro and his band were called down to perform and so he got a few tics and i had two of em! heheh. catch live n loaded on thurs, 11pm. oh and if ure just wondering whats my brother's band, its called heregoesnoth!ng. haha catch it on tv okay. i dont know how true is this, bt that buffalo baby of mine said he saw us on TV. lolllll, kay im soo gonna find out if hes telling me the truth. LOL. anyway people, PLEASE VOTE FOR VALENTIQUE! YOU CAN VOTE AS MANY AS 10 TIMES PER DAY. THANK YOU. (:

okay had school as per normal today. there's just too many fights happening these days. a fight broke out in class today. tsk. had chem class after school, and then sat for chem re-test then homed. yay i have some singapore jokes to share. enjoy! :D

COLOURS:

Ah beng went for a job interview for a sales job. when the manager saw Ah Beng's colorful attire, his mind is shouting, "Not this man!!"

However, he still had to entertain Ah Beng.

Therefore, he told Ah Beng, "If you can form a sentence using the words i give you, then maybe, i will give you a chance! The words are 'Green, Pink, Yellow, Blue, White, Purple, Black'.

Ah Beng thought for a while and said, "I heard the phone go Green, Green, and then i went to Pink up the phone and said, Yellow. Blue's that? White did you say? Aiyah, wrong number. Do not purplely disturb people and do not call Black, ok? You kena sai."

No further questions. he got the job.

THE TEST:

The teacher was giving a very a very special test in school today. She would take a dictionary, then flip a random page, then choose a word and ask the class if they could form a sentence with the word. if they could then they get a sweet.

Teacher: okay, first, who can make a sentence with the word 'information'?

Smart Alec: me! me!

Teacher: okay whats your sentence, alec?

Smart Alec: on national day the planes fly information.

Teacher: er..... alec, the next word is 'indisposition'.

Alec: me! me!

Teacher: okay, alec again. whats your sentence?

Alec: im the goalkeeper and i like playing indisposition.

Teacher: ummm.. the next word is 'coincide'.

Alec: me again! me again!

Teacher: okay alec, last time.

Alec: when it rains, i coincide.

Teacher: (sighs) err... okay. now the next word is 'outwit'.

Alec: me! me! meeeee!

Teacher: doesnt anyone else in class want to answer? (no response)

okay alec, what is it now?

Alec: i go outwit my friends after school.

Teacher: okay okay very good. now, the next word is 'diploma'. okay alec, dont need to put your hand up, just tell me the answer.

Alec: if the toilet leaks, i'll call diploma.

Teacher: okay.. what about folder?

Alec: we should always respect folder people.

Teacher: hmm, let me think of a harder word now.. (flip flip flip) what about 'tariff'?

Alec: my pants will tariff they're too tight.

Teacher: grr.. try a sentence with 'arrest'.

Alec: after i play with my friends, i need arrest.

Teacher: hmm, make a sentence with 'decide'.

Alec: my father's car tyre went flat so he stopped at decide of the road.

Teacher: ahhh.. let me find some more hard words to test you.

what about 'boycott'?

Alec: errr... (class cheers)

Teacher: okay does anybody else knows how to use the word boycott?

Soh See Lee: me! me! me!

Teacher: alright see lee, tell alec a sentence with the word boycott.

Soh See Lee: aiyah, you know in the hospt maternity ward, they will divide up the girls and boys, and the girls will sleep in a girl cot and the boys sleep in a boycott.

Teacher: .... okay okay, i give up.

more coming up soon! heh. i find the last word very very cute. haha. :D anyway afiqah, if you're reading this, i miss you soo much man! meet up sooon okay babe. (:

if the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more, i would still have you.

2009-02-22T05:14:00.000-08:00

Sempang-ed on a saturday with the girls. really had fun with you guys la! lets plan more outings okay? heheh. so met rara before that to get some stuffs. walked around tamp like some retarded people without any directions. hahah that babi. then met loveloveeeeeee. Lol. hang out and met rara again after that. made our way to sempang haha sorry we were late! =P saw alyph, haha and omg he smiled and went like, how are you? haha i swear i was like 0.O. heh, i tot he would not say anyth or maybe just a smile. Lol awww im touched he still remembers me! heh. walked to simei blabla dont wanna elaborate further. bt anw thanks tasha! you're really a life saver. (: and thanks zara, shairah & shazeeeee! hearts hearts. (: okay i'll let the pictures do the rest of talking now. nights! (dont mind the blogsong, im not that into sleeq anymore. its just that i love their version of this song cuz its on a slow beat. heheh :DDD)

Man loves money, bees loves honey, flowers loves dew, and i love you. (:

2009-02-18T03:37:00.000-08:00

OMFG BLOGGER'S BEING A BIG BETCH TODAY! SCREW BLOGGER!! WALAOOO.

everyth that i wrote is gone just like that! and now it has big fugly spaces in btween wtf!

how could blogger do this to me maaaaan!! damn pissed la. pftttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!

stupid blogger stupid blogger stupid blogger stupid blogger! shitass freaak. tsk tskk!

okay quick updates. tmr's gonna be the last netball tournament yayyy! but booo, cuz we're

gonna be playing against Damai Sec. they're really tough i tell you. they have like the biggest

muscles. hahaha okay no, but yea. they're big. i baked chocolate chips muffins for my

sweethearts and dudes! heheh, glad you guys liked it. AND DONT EVER THROW AWAY MY

LITTLE SWEET NOTE OKAY. so if u happen to miss me ltr in future, you know what to do. =P

Am excited for this saturday! dinner at sempang with lovelies. heheh, i still dont know what to

wear. HAHAHAH. nothing to update on already. update sooon! im still not over it, STUPID

BLOGGER!

Tag replies:

Marky: Hahaha yea thanks! (:

Ilah: Oie what dumbhead ah! dumbASS haha. itik your head ah itik!

Fazz: Hello! nice url? heh i know! lol idk? go ask the producer la. ask to speed up a bit hahaha. will update you once i get the confirmation okay. (:

with this feeling so strong.

2009-02-14T07:32:00.000-08:00

today was a normal day for me. all plans were cancelled due to some reasons. many many things cocked up today. but oh wells, met up with nasha on the very last min cuz i was really bored at home and i really need to go out. had dinner at beach road(LOL, felt so weird eating there but what the heckkkk) and then walked around for a while and i was off home. cuz she and her friends wanted to go to potong pasir to cut some vday chocolate cake. haha awwwww, too bad i dint get to taste the cake. ): haha im down with flu againnnnn! pfft. maybe cuz i was up too late on vday eve to bake fudge cake for my babies. heheheh. see how sweet i am! =P i hope you like the fudge cake i baked for you guys tho it was a bit soft and mushy. heh, buy me a new oven and i promise to bake you a new fudge cake! *wide smileeeeeeeeeee* and shazee, ive yet to bake ur cookies. lol i'll bake for you soon okay. when im feeling better a little, i promise. and thanks for the belated bday present cum vday pressie. love you! i need to meet up with (L) badly. am missing you a bulk already! lollllllllll.

Tag replies:

Shazee: SHAZEEEEE ILY TOOO!

Chimeh: hahaha uh'huhhh. :D

$%^&*()(*&%$#@#$%^&h*(: Hey. haha yea we're currently working on our new song now. will update if theres any new ones coming up okay. keep supporting Valentique! (:

when guilt fills your head

brush off rise up from the dead

this is the moment that we will come alive

brace yourself for love

sweet love, secret love.

Let's hold onto each other above everything else ♥

2009-02-10T03:38:00.000-08:00

OMFG OMFG OMFGGGGG FALL FREAKING OUT BOY IS IN TOWN TODAYYY! AND THEY'RE FUCKING PEFORMING TODAYYYYYY, TONIGHTTTTTT, IN A FEW MINS TIME AT SINGAPORE FREAKING INDOOR STADIUM!!!!!! okay omg, dewi im losing it! im freaking out of control. HAHAHAHA help please. was supposed to go with dinah, but idky she told me shes not going. tskkkkkkkkkk! tskkkkkkk! omg FALL OUT BOY okay! PETE WENTZ okay! omg, i feel like running out of the house now, get the goddammit tickets and stomp off to spore indoor stadium ALONE. i'll be a S.S for tonight, heck care man! No, not secondhand serenade. SS! go figure.

Say i dont care what you think as long as its about me.
The best of us can find happiness in MISERY.

But on a brighter note, to everyone that has voted for Valentique, a big big thank you to you guys. we really appreciate it. keep supporting us okay. we'll not dissapoint. ;) loves.

sad sad day....

2009-02-06T08:19:00.001-08:00

TODAY BABYYYY! TODAAAYYY!
OMFG DEWI. WHATEVER IT IS, YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT.
ITS A REALLY DAMN BIG OPPURTUNITY FOR VQ.
HAHAHAHA WISH US LUCK! ;)

http://ugc.mediacorptv.sg/LiveNLoadedDetail.aspx?campaign=livenloaded&Item_ID=UGC-5855&Album_ID=985

the link to vote for vq. dont forget to vote okay.
loves. xoxo.

2009-01-31T08:57:00.000-08:00

YAY ITS 1AM! and im still awake. urgh i just cant put myself to sleep right now. prolly cuz i had my sleep earlier in the evening. so now, im wideee awake 0.O. and im down with flu & slight fever ytd morn. tsk. but feeling a little better now. *smiles* but anywaaaays, heheheh. today happened to be 1st of Febwary. and i just wanna say, no words could describe how much i love you (L). you've really brought colors to my dull life. and i thank you for that. and you know that im really am thankful and glad that i found you. cuz ure the best damn thing that ever happened to me so far. awww. omg before i forget, VQ prolly will be on livenloaded! heh. but of course, we need your votes to make that happen! so please, if you happen to drop by the livenloaded website page, please vote for VALENTIQUE okay! heh :D

to top it all off,

Happy 1st to boyf!

&i'll always love you babe. (:

baby baby baby! i miss you so bad. (L)

when im with you, i'll make every second count cuz i miss you.

2009-01-28T08:19:00.000-08:00

OMG THE CLOCK'S SHOWING 12:21 AM AND IM STILL AWAKE. AND THERES SCHOOL TMRRRR. *faints* screw malay compo screw malay compo! spent my night doing my pathetic malay compo which is due tmr. to be exact, today! thanks to (L) for helping me out with some words which i dont really understand. haha awww. ahhhh i dont think im all ready for today's match cuz im lacking of sleeeeep! lol okay, id better stop babbling now and get my ass off the chair and off to my room to get my beauty sleep haha. wow, 5 hours to go. goodnight! (:

with everything i wont let this go.

2009-01-22T21:17:00.000-08:00

PLEASE TAKE NOTE: I and Mark Lorenze has nothing going on. we are just CLOSE friends. so dont go round spreading fake stories that we're together or dont even bother asking. im not trying to be rude, but its just annoying. plain annoying. if u happen to see us walking together in or out of school, JUST KEEP THE COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. please and thank you. (:

Pffft. its just damn annoying man. why cant you guys treat us the same like how you see other people out there. trust me, i couldnt be bothered anymore the next time anyone happen to ask the same quest. and for some who's still not clear, ask me PERSONALLY. dont go round asking others. cuz im making it all clear now to EVERYONE. anyway, skipped school just now and went all the way to outram for my dental appt. damn tiring haha. and the funny thing was that i forgot to bring along my house keys! and there was no one at home -.-. Text (L) but he wasnt free as he was in sch. tskkk. so decided to "emo" at paris park while waiting for my mom to get home. and i tell you, paris park was freaking damn nicee. i love the breeeze, damn relaxing and cold. and i love the breakwater and paris park ftw! heh. then mom called, met her at ws and bought some stuffs and back home sweet home. and im gonna meet sharifah ltr yay! and FINALLYYY, THE HOLIDAYS BABY! three cheers!

Tags replies:

Dewi: Hahaha why with the hand? cacat whatt.

Naem: Hah! idk? when dyou want it?

Sugar high!

2009-01-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

Im slowly running out of things to blog about. my life's pretty dull lately. so im really blank right now. but i just feel like updating my blog cuz i dont want it to get rusty. lol. and im running out of pics! i need new pics asap. eheheh. but anws, i'll start it off with school. schoool as usual, getting suckier each day. and netball training is slowly killing me. we had training almost everyday last week and by the time i reached home, i'll be damn shagged alr. and there will be no time for homework. and by the next morn, i'll be like reaally lazy to get up and go to sch with homeworks not yet done. the weekends seem so far away. sighhhhh.... thank god CNY holidays is coming up soon. wow i sound so boring. lol i think ive updated enough. hope there'll be sth juicy for me to update on the next post. keep a lookout! Cheyyyyy :P oh and i really really hope tmr's gonna be just fine. im scaaared. ):

Lets write a song that we can sing to.

2009-01-16T03:10:00.000-08:00

i just hate everyth thats happening right now. wish i could turn back time, and restart the whole thing. and repair all the damages. life is rockyyyy for me these few days. wallet's gone, down with flu, things are not going okay with mom, school. sighhhhhh...... i just dont know whats wrong. its like, everything doesnt feel right. all i want now is for things to fall back in place. badly. i need to go out tmr whatever it is. i just wanna clear my mind and talk my problems out. dewi, i really need you tmr! and at times like this, I NEED THE PASIR RIS PARK TOOO! perfect place, the breakwater. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. ):

missing (L) badly.....

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. and thats life.... isnt it?

im just gone beyond repair.

2009-01-14T04:46:00.000-08:00

YAYYYY! IM ALREADY 16. SUUUUU-WEEEET 16! to those who's still 15 going on 16, wait long long hor. =P i'll be watching an nc16 movie soon. hehs! LOLLL. yes its a big deal. chey no la. to those who wished me on fs, text msg and whatever it is, THANKS SO MUCH! appreciate. (:
and to those who got me a bday bash *stares at zhafri, siddique, dewi and nasha* thanks too! hahaha tho it was damn mean of you guys. but i like the surprise. and thanks for making it special this year. (:

anyways, school's getting mundaaaaane. and daaaaamn tiring. maybe its cuz ive been having training almost everyday. tsk! had a match with St Anthony earlier. and we lost. ): they were damn rough and fast la. nvm, netball girls! we'll win the next upcoming match. win together, lose together! cheyyyy. and something reaaaaaaally terrible happened today that really really bring my mood down. i lost my freaking wallet in the train! dont ask me how and why. im just hoping real hard that someone will at least be kind enough to report it to any control station asap. so now, i'll just have to wait for a call for the news. ='(

Tags replies:

Suhaila: Hello! thank youuu. (:

Hasif: Hahaha such a coincidence that our birthday falls on the same date. but anw, happy belated birthday! (:

Chimeh: Hey thanks! (:

Naem: Hahaha really meh? want have a match not? =P

Dewi: Shut up uh! hahaha. eh of course la. you eh? still 15 eh? awwww, nvm dewi. wait okay kiddo? :D

i dont wanna ever love another.

Thanks naem for hearing me out. (:

2009-01-09T04:58:00.000-08:00

I CANT BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHY I DID THAT! URGH.
and now, im feeling damn shitty and damn regretful and bad. im really am sorry. thats all i can say for now. really am. and i assure, that nothing like that will ever happen again. cuz i really really do love you. alot. =')

ANYWAYS......

met love(L) today. i just love being around you. very much. and just now felt so short. haha. then went to tamp to meet up with mark to do more math. buttttt! we dint really study also. ended up eating at Macdees. LOL! nvm mark, next time. i promise i'll concentrate. i just cant wait for monday! heh. and thanks alot alot for the potrait. i really love it. im sure it took u alot of hardwork hahhhh. (:
TWO MORE DAYS BABY! TWOOOOO! and no, im not counting down to the O level results. but anyways, for those who's gonna be taking results on monday, a hugeee goodluck! that includes love(L). :D

Stay close, dont go.

2009-01-07T04:08:00.000-08:00

i love you girls <3>

School's fun. boring. tiring. dead. dull. mundane. exciting. stressful. ahhhh omg... i could just go on and on and on..... tskkk. anyway, art is really driving me keeeerazy. i wanted to drop art, but momma wont allow me to. erghhhhh. staying back in sch tmr to complete my art planning and whatever shiz till late wth. sad life sad life. OMG MOMMA, I WANT TO GO AUSSIE ALRDY! I NEED HELPPPPP. niway, thanks marky for staying back with me to study! altho we dint really study haha. nvm nvm, next time. ohhhhh myyyyy, birthday's just in a few days time. mondaaay. somehw, not looking forward to it. O level results on monday omg. not really good news for me(some should know why). im not the one who's taking eh! cuzzz someone's gonna be busy on my bday. and i cant spend timeee. and im already missing someone badly. lol. on a brighter note, im turning sweeeet 16 soon! heh. happpy. yay theres netball tmr! and theres gonna be a friendly match soon yay :DDDD.
and i miss love (L). xoxo.

and you threw a spark that lit the candle.

2009-01-03T04:36:00.000-08:00

been studying at home today. i know, pathetic butttt. N levels are just 27 weeks away. which is sooo around the corner. kinda excited but idk. kinda excited cuz i'll be leaving aussie straight after Ns which is coming. and also at the same time, stressed up cuz theres gonna be alottt of mugging to do aaaand of course! super sad. cuz tht means im gonna have to leave my bestest babies behind and also love (L), which i cant even imagine how my life's gonna be like without em and im not gonna even think bout it. yet. anyway, first day of school's not tht bad. got to spend time with dear friends aft so long! and being the seniors in the sch (at last!) is so fun haha. bt it dint really start out good. i almost got suspended cuz of my hair color -.- bt they managed to let me go cuz i sprayed black in sch. looking forward for tmr! yayyyyyyy *jumps around* :DDDD

TAG REPLIES:

Dhirah: dhirah! my babybooo. yea, u too! (:

anonymous: hey yea i am.

The way you talk to me, i swear the whole world stops. (L)

2009-01-01T00:53:00.000-08:00

The very last day of 2008 was well spent with bestfriend and <33.>

headed to marina for the countdown. and it was the best last countdown ever. theres nth i could ever ask for. cuz now, i have everyth. and i love how the way things are now.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

You make it all better when im feeling sad.

Best that ive had, im so glad i found you. (L)

2008-12-30T21:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAR! GOO 2009!!
well oh wells, im not really looking forward to 2009, cuz 2008 is full of sweet memories. but you know you have to strive forward and hope for the best every year. and tho it'll be my last year in spore, in 2009, i am gonna do everyth ive been wanting to do, and to cherish every littlest moment and to appreciate life in spore. for those who knows when i'll be going, keep it to yourself ^^ dont spoil the suspense. HEHHHHHH. and im happy enough cuz i'll be able to spend more time with friends, and <33.>

I LOVE YOU 2008. (:
HELLO TO 2009!

Now put my hand in yours, cuz you fill me up. (:

2008-12-25T00:43:00.000-08:00

Suppose i never saw you,
Suppose we never ever called.
Suppose i kept on singing love songs,
Just to break my own tall.

Okay wells, i had my "gathering" last tuesday. and.....

let the terror begin

it wasnt even well prepared! million apologies to zhafri, siddique and khai. im really am sorry that you guys had to fork out your money and buy all the stuffs. i'll be giving you guys back your claims! no worries okay? (:
but anyways, the pit turned out uh, okay. but i find it rather dull. to those who came, im really sorry that it dint turn out quite like what i expected. but whatever it is, i hope you at least had some fun. (: it wasnt even damn prepared. million of apologies again!
today's not really a day for me. got some bad news. was daaaamn dissapointed and pissed and regretful. i wanna give a shoutout to dinah for making things much easier for me. (:

this may sound very random. butttt. sometimes does it really makes you really wonder what everything at this point of our teenage lives are worth for. do you really want to cry because your boyfriend broke up with you? do you really want to laugh because you want to impress that cute boy at the party? do you really want to do this because of someone else?

do you?

ergh okay. i sound ridiculous and random right now. im still not over it yet. maybe im still not over the news yet. but to top it all off,

love you my family.
love you my friends.
now share the love.
xoxo.

toodle loo!

Merry christmas to all the readers! just hold on, cuz santa will be on his way with your pressies! (LOLLLL)

im so glad i found you, i love being around you. (:

2008-12-20T21:20:00.000-08:00

Things are not really what im expecting it to be right now. i knew things will end up this way, somehow. i knew i shouldnt let anyone in. i knew im not good AT ALL in this kind of things. im a sucker for this. but i dont want this to be a part of my life. i'll just go with the flow for the time being. cuz im sick of everyth. im somehow not looking forward to the pit, but since *** is coming, thank god. (dewi, im sure you know who's *** LOLLLL) and im happy things are working out for you. haha. anyways, went out to town with the family to celebrate the brotha's birthday ytd. nothing much happened. met up with the cuzz, nasha halfway and blabla.. nasha! i cant wait for next tuesday. i want 18 chefs again! my cheese baked pasta and..... HAHAHAHA!

ATTENTION: ppl who are coming next week, will get to try my cheesecake! LOLLLL yes, i am baking cheesecakes for tues! hehehhh, just hope it'll turn out good tho. cuz its my first time! ;D if its not, keep the comments to yourself!

The visions around you

bring tears to your eyes

and all that surrounds you

are secrets and lies.

now im hoping just a little bit stronger.

2008-12-13T21:57:00.000-08:00

i reaaally dont know what to blog about but anyways, yay went out with babirusa, hyena and dilly last tuesday. walked around and hang around and had fun of course. and blabla... anyways, am having a farewell gathering cum advanced birthday this coming 23rd! yes excited to see everyone! missed many many onesss!! ppl like emy, khairul, naem, dewi, dhirah MUST COME OKAAAAY! i dont care, must come. LOL. i want to see you guys there ^^

and another exciting news, TWILIGHT IS OUT NEXT WEEEEEEK! thank god, its not rated nc16 anymore. i sweaar i'll go crazy if it still is. tskkkk. till then!

cuz ure the greatest.

2008-12-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

i miss this dumbdumb alr. LOL. anws, im happy for you sweety(:

nothing much been happening. spend my day today packing, packing and more packing! super tiring cuz theres aloot to pack up. and aussie's just a month away. time flies really fast. and i just really want the time to just pause right there and right now. JUST PAUSE IT! cuz im just loving everyth thats happening now. im not prepared to leave everyth behind, for sure. urgh. but i guess its true, that every good thing will come to an end sooner or ltr. hmmmmmmmm.....

anws, finally met up with that crazy cuzz of mine. HAHA! imy lorrr! walked around bugis and then made our way to esplanade to catch the beats and break gig thingy. was kinda boring. sleeq performed, "oh wow!" pft! dont really care bout em sleeq anws. lol just two hip hoppy guys, nth much to go gugu gaga about tho i was really really a big sleeq fan BACK THEN. dont think i'll be blogging that often now, cuz im reaally reaally lazy. well, i'll blog if theres any interesting thing happens of course! but for now, till then! loves.

if you love something let it go,

if it comes back then thats how you know.

2008-11-28T20:53:00.000-08:00

SENTOSA PICS!! finally met up with em. was super fun la. but it was draggy at first. played beach games and played in the water ltr. camwhored alotttttt. and headed home. ohhhhh me and xin yi met this ang moh guy. his name's scott. super coool but hes kinda old but who cares! LOL HE HAS GREEN EYES!! we're going out this monday baaby! but its not really confirm tho :/

naem, i really dont know what to say about you. but all i can say is, you're a great guy. and yea, hope to see you soon? :D see i blogged bout you!

i think im falling.... falling in love.

2008-11-22T19:22:00.000-08:00

cant wait for tmrrr! sentosa, finally! its been ages since i last went there. surely theres many new exciting stuffs. urgh, dental appt tmr too :/ always spoil the plan. anws, i miss 3n2! meet u guys/girls tmrrz :D and for thurs, another exciting day for sure. will be meeting dhirah and dewi! along with friends to escape theme park. lolz super excited. kinda dissapointed i cant make it on tues for a shopping spree with darling shazee and rara. its been like "donkey years" since i last met you guys. i miss babi and hyena so muchhh kay! tell me we'll meet up soon ^^ wow, nov's ending soon and december's coming in just a few more days. and then, JANUARY!! time is sure flying fast. and then hello new life, in aussie! hmmmmmmmmm, made a to-do list of everyth that i wanna do for the hols before i make a move. alotalotalot stuffs! and so little time :/

you're wrong when its right.