Name's Maisyarah, but i prefer to go by the name Syerah.
The reason why i blog is cuz id like to look back in 10 years time and stumble across my past & whatever mistake i made, the photos i took, whatever words that i wrote bcuz everyone knows that photos capture the memory ♥
I live in a world of green, esp lime green. oh yes, i'll go heaps crazy if i see any lime green stuffs lying around :P
and finally, 6-teen! well lets see if being 16 is that sweet after all, yes?
In love with that buffalo baby, zhafri ♥
Since you're already reading bout my life, why not be apart of it? (:
And not to forget, Valentique/VQ will always be loved by me come whatever. awww.
And to be honest, im always tired, hungry or needing a hug! xoxo.
Got back my results and i............... well i passed! that means im promoted to sec 5 (!!!!!!) damn was i happy. i was jumping around like some *inserts word here* kid. and i was sooo happy zhaf was there with me. he was there to make me feel better before results. and he was there to share my joy with me. thats why i love you so much zhaf. you're always there for me :) it was really such a scary experience collecting the results. my heart was pumping as fast as everrrrrrrr omg. i couldnt stop shaking haha. honestly, i thought i wouldnt make it cuz of the new criteria. but im proud of myself i did *tears in eye. so now, i have soo much on my mind. i have alot of think. and i know once i make this decision, im not gonna regret a single bit. cuz its what best for my future. and im gonna go for it. thank you shaz for the advice that day. you sure did help me alot, you always did<3
and to alif (i know somehow you're gonna read this, cuz i know you read my blog!) : dont ever give up. its not the end of the world cuz you still have a bright future ahead of you. and im confident and sure you're gonna do well and get a place in your preferred course in poly, cept that you're just taking a longer route. look on the bright side of life okay. we still have got to meet with the rest very very verrry soon. cheer up for now, theres so many in things in store for you. and you know i'll always be here to help you. all the best! :)
Thursday, December 17, 2009, 6:09 AM
RESULTS ARE JUST FREAKUM TOMORROW. LIKE..... IN JUST A FEW MORE HOURS. AND ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW NERVOUS AND UNPREPARED AND SCARED I AM RIGHT NOW. i just need someone to be here. someone for me to talk to and someone to make me feel less nervous or in other words, better. especially, at times like... RIGHT NOW. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so stressed out i might even cry anytime. oh God, give me a pass :'(
WISH ME LUCK. CUZ I NEED IT SOOOO BADLY THANK YOU.
Monday, December 14, 2009, 5:45 AM
I'll miss you shaz. but girl, rmb this. if theres a will, theres always a way. whatever it is, im sure fate will lead us back together. hahaha omg im making it sound like as tho we're a couple. but yeah, we will be friends for long and im sure of it. nothing can ever break our friendship apart no matter how far we're gonna be. i'll see you very soon okay baby? haha lots and lots of love. have fun in canada! and send my love to mikhail, eh! i hope i get his name right. hes toooo cute! i hope to carry him sooooon :(
ANYWAY, BEACH TMR! Like again. like omg totally. like oh darn its gonna be fun. oh wait, did i say im gonna go to the beach? oh yes i am! ahhh excited :)
Friday, December 11, 2009, 8:12 AM
ZOO WAS THE BOMB! LIKE THE BEST EVA. haha just kidding. it wasnt really best eva cuz we were dead exhausted. but what made it fun was the company i had of coz. we were kinda late at first cuz i had to wait for isryan(my brother) to be back from his religious class. i thought it would be nice to bring him along since hes been wanting to go night safari since... forever? yeah im a good sis just say it :) so met dique at whitesands and zhaf was SUPPOSED to take the train that we were in at tanah merah. but being a kental as he has always been, he went over to the other side, heading to pasir ris -.- we were laughing like crazy hahaha how dumb can my zebra be, huh? so made way to ang mo kio and took some bus there. took soooo long to buy the tics (only we know why) haha. we didnt pay for the tram rides so we had to walk and we were starving! omg it was torture. we decided to go night safari on other days instead since we were already super tired and we didnt wanna waste money and since the tickets are valid for month so... cant wait for night safari! its been like, ages since i last went there. i forgot how its all like O.o bet its gonna be fun :)
anyway, its 12 26am now and im supposed to be up at..... say 5am 6am? will be heading to the airport to send my deaaaarest shazee off. she'll be going canada for like 2 whole freaking months and only will be back somewhere in feb. so that means i prolly wont get the chance to see her again :( babe, i'll miss you a whole bunch you just have no idea. it just sucked cuz i didnt get to see you at all ever since our exams started. and im happy i'll get to see you tmr but is that enough? i dont think so. but nevertheless, have a safe journey and be careful when you carry ur nephew, eh! dont break him :P
Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 9:22 AM
Hi hi hi hi. omg its so troublesome to update this dusty (kinda) blog of mine already. i wanted to update some things ytd but i was too lazy so i decided to do a vlog. i tried and failed so many times hahahaha. kept recording, and then ended up deleting it. and it became a cycle. i just find it weird talking to yourself. no wait, more like talking to your phone? lol lol. and im too shy to post it up anyway (that face). so ytd night i went to meet rara up and went over to aloha loyang for her friend's chalet. we were supposed to meet at 6 and i thought i was gonna be late cuz i was having problems with my lens. ergh how much i hate wearing em but like im left with a choice? but it turned out.... she was the late one! i killed time by roaming around whitesands and bought myself toblerones to keep me accompany. thank God for chocolates huh? had beaf steak when we got there and i wanted to go for a second round cuz i was staaarving. i havent had any meals yet fyi. but me being me, was too shy to fill me up second round. heh heh. SO FINALLY I GOT TO MEET RARA AFTER LIKE.... DONKEY YEARS! (inside joke). so one down, and one more to go. shaz, you dont know how badly i really need to see you. missed you heaps! lets plan a meetup before the day of your departure. so at least i'll get to see you more haha. one more thing.... DEWI AND DHIRAH IF YOU'RE READING THIS, FREAKING PLAN STH ALREADY! GRRRRRRRRR missed the both of you so much :')
excited for: TMR'S ZOO OUTING! will post pictures up <3
and the results for SI earlier was so so soooo predictable and clear cut. and im happy sylvia got in. so rooting for her! zhaf, you know what to do tmr :)
Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 5:32 AM
So.. things have been pretty rough lately. so much drama, so much tears, many hurtful things and many more i dont wish to list down. but with the help of friends especially zhaf, is the reason why i managed to stay strong. cuz honestly, i wont know what i would be doing if it wasnt for them. i am thankful for having zhaf by my side. he's the guy who never fails to make me feel better whenever things are down, and he never fails to be there whenever i need someone to turn to. and im still sad cuz i cant spend our 11th together haha. but thats okay, i just need you to come home soon. and idk if he called bcuz i was in the showers and then when i went in to my room and checked my phone, i received 2 missed calls? and its quite a long number, which obviously from overseas. i was so pissed at myself hahaha. like omg what a bad timing! but im not sure if it was him tho cuz the number didnt call back after that. zhaf, you wont know how much im missing you right now and whenever i tune in my blog song, it just reminds me of you, you buffalo. lol lol. i'll just have to wait for friday to come soon. baby 2 more daysssssssssss. anyway, im over at the other end of spore and its kinda a good change, for now at least. but nevertheless, i still miss home, i miss everyone. i just hope to be back soon, very soon. and i hope, things will change, for the better that is.
oh and also, HAPPY 11TH BABEEEEEY. you know i love you :)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 8:17 AM
Had a total blast with zhaffy today altho it didnt really go like how we wanted to. we were supposed to be out by 10am but ended up going out from my place around... 11 coming 12? blame me i know hehehe. i got a call from zhaf around 10 30 saying that he was already on his way here and i was still in bed just woke up. i jumped off from my bed that instant and went to take my shower and got ready and funny thing was, i went to the kitchen like thru and fro but i didnt notice that zhaf was at the dining table all time. thats what you get when you wake me up like that. i'll get freakin blur you have no idea lol. IM EYE-ING ON THE F21 SHADES! omg zhaf we'll go get it together k k k k k and then i'll go get my "i love fox" shirt haha. anyway it took us so long to finally get a place to settle down i almost gave up. was supposed to take the luge/skyride but we ended up spending our time in the waters and chilling and camwhoring like crazy. speaking of it, still waiting for zhaf to send me all the pics haha. it was so fun i didnt want today to end. i would love to start today all over again. ahhhh the beach just makes me happy, thats why i freaking love it like crazy. and to make it all better, zhaf was there with me. thats what made everything about today perfect :)
cant wait for tmr! SI again, like finally after so long. this time, im going with dewi. yay havent met you for so long lets make use of tmr to catch up on things ah buffff! and gonna try to rush down to simpang for dinner with the girls after that. but if that were to happen, i might not have time to catch the results show tho. but i missed you two so bad i need to see you guys haha. i gotta feeling tmr's gonna be awesome :)
